Oct 13, 2012 11:46
Lots is happening. I've had to complain to a government department about their terrible communication, as I wrongly assumed I was employed by them under certain conditions, and I am not. I am currently, therefore, looking for a job for 2013 and beyond.
Apart from that, I've got a nasty cold, which has just migrated into my lungs. It's been a difficult few days of little sleep, much anxiety, and lots of emotion. It's been a long time since I felt so worthless. I have come through it OK, and I feel like I'm capable of fighting on. I lost all my resilience there, for a while.
I've been clearing and decluttering the house these past 18 hours. It's taking a lot of work. I've washed all of my vacuum cleaners which is a fun activity for all asthmatics to enjoy this time of year. I have a 30 Rock marathon keeping me company, and a blurry head, so it's easy to get all the work done that I need. Such a fresh change.
Still no real answers on the food front. I have some hand-fruit available at the house, but no breakfasts, lunches or dinners for the week ahead. Unsure of how to proceed. If I buy food, it'll just go off.