Drop bars not bombs
Took a short bike ride last night. About three miles. I'm not sure if I'm not up to it yet or if I don't want to be. Does that make any sense? I don't know.
In any case, it stopped raining long enough to enjoy a bit of sunshine.
She's not always perfect, but she's my city and sometimes she sparkles like the Gem City she is.
There was a rainbow:
Two, actually
It was nice to see something pretty.
I've been dealing with extreme anxiety the past couple of days. I feel like my hands are shaking but if I had them out and look at them they're still. I can't focus on anything. I feel scattered and anxious and worried.
I'm on edge.
Last night Brian made dinner and I kept saying the pan he was using was going to set off the fire alarm. He kept acting like I was freaking out for no reason, but I know better. Of course it went off. And in our building it's not just a no big deal thing. The alarms go straight to the fire dept. They're the only ones who can reset them. Awesome. So they had to come out and take our info. It was stressful.
I'm glad it's Friday and it's a three day weekend. But I'm going back to work at the bar this weekend. (tonight). I am not sure how well I'll handle it. We'll see how it goes. I feel like there will be a lot of people who don't know what happened. Sometimes I wish I didn't know so many people :/
It's a big battle of the bands tonight and tomorrow. Hoping for a good night with out incident.
I think I'm getting tattooed tomorrow. Don't know what time. We'll see what happens with that.
I really need some sort of adventure. I don't feel like me.
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