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my thoughts are too controversial to be posted. so I'll tell you only if you ask, maybe. or maybe not.
its unfortunate tt church hasnt been a place of solace for me, over the past month, or so. I think the more I keep away, the more I feel that I need this silence. idk why there's a nagging feeling in me that tells me that I will be more at peace if I were to just not be so involved in church. esp in its politics. I'm nvr the kind of person who likes to get too involved. well, I wont deny tt its always good to know what's happening but I'm just not interested in getting involved in who-likes-who and who-is-gossiping-abt-who, because I'm the kinda person who gets affected by bitchy remarks.. and I will wanna bite them till they bleed. but eventually, everyone gets hurt.
hate the sin, but not the sinner.
idk how to do tt. I mean, its easier to adopt tt perspective when you're not involved. but I'm emotionally bound. I must brace myself for this weekend, lest I claw someone's face.
I dont wanna dwell in these thoughts and quicksand emotions anymore. I've got plenty of work to do!