what do I do now?
I've lost my mind. I'm convinced of it. I've completely lost my sanity. I think that's bad.
So all of Friday I felt like I wanted to cry but for no apparent reason.
Then today all of a sudden I get sad for a few hours for no apparent reason.
Once again.. I think that's bad..
Not a damn thing I can do about it. Life has to take its course which is a hard thing for any human with pride to accept. To accept the fact that they can't control things in their life. Well everything atleast. That's what I believe. Can't have too much faith in people. That's when they let you down. My mother said I'm starting to become acerbic and angry. Thank you Mrs. Hubley I now know what acerbic actually means. Maybe she's right but I have good reason to be.
I start work tomorrow with a "pow wow" in which I have to wear my uniform, I don't understand that.
I was thinking.. What would people say about me if I died tomorrow?
So all of Friday I felt like I wanted to cry but for no apparent reason.
Then today all of a sudden I get sad for a few hours for no apparent reason.
Once again.. I think that's bad..
Not a damn thing I can do about it. Life has to take its course which is a hard thing for any human with pride to accept. To accept the fact that they can't control things in their life. Well everything atleast. That's what I believe. Can't have too much faith in people. That's when they let you down. My mother said I'm starting to become acerbic and angry. Thank you Mrs. Hubley I now know what acerbic actually means. Maybe she's right but I have good reason to be.
I start work tomorrow with a "pow wow" in which I have to wear my uniform, I don't understand that.
I was thinking.. What would people say about me if I died tomorrow?