..don't fight a battle that you don't want to win
That's me right now. I'm expected to fight some battle for something I don't even want. I don't know what I want. I thought I wanted one thing but then I found out it wasn't in the cards for me. Then I thought I wanted another thing, I don't know if I do anymore. In order to get it I have to take a risk. It's funny, when giving advice to other people I always say for them to go for the risk, yet I refuse to do it. I guess that might be because with this I have more to lose than I do to gain.
If you love something let it go. If it comes back then that's how you know. Popular phrase, also a line from a 90's Christina Aguilera song too.. don't laugh you probably liked it too. It's true though. Like for me, I had a friend that I got in a fight with. We were really good friends but we just drifted afterwards. We'll this friend came back so I guess I know. At the same time, another one left. The balance of life. When one person dies another is born, like that. I have to say though that getting this friend back overrides losing the other one.
Either way my world is flipping upside-down. The best part is there is not one thing I can do to stop it. I just have to go with it. I ate like everything in my house today so probably tomorrow I won't eat at all. Stress.. what a brat. Oh well. It will all work out. The only thing is, how long will it take?
How long will it take for people to realize that certain things I just don't care about?
How long will it take for people to realize something isn't right?
Too long if you ask me. On the bright side I got my half twist and I know what I want to do. So I guess as the French say.. C'est la vie.
If you love something let it go. If it comes back then that's how you know. Popular phrase, also a line from a 90's Christina Aguilera song too.. don't laugh you probably liked it too. It's true though. Like for me, I had a friend that I got in a fight with. We were really good friends but we just drifted afterwards. We'll this friend came back so I guess I know. At the same time, another one left. The balance of life. When one person dies another is born, like that. I have to say though that getting this friend back overrides losing the other one.
Either way my world is flipping upside-down. The best part is there is not one thing I can do to stop it. I just have to go with it. I ate like everything in my house today so probably tomorrow I won't eat at all. Stress.. what a brat. Oh well. It will all work out. The only thing is, how long will it take?
How long will it take for people to realize that certain things I just don't care about?
How long will it take for people to realize something isn't right?
Too long if you ask me. On the bright side I got my half twist and I know what I want to do. So I guess as the French say.. C'est la vie.