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i don't remember ever crying for anyones death before. not even for the funeral i went to over the summer. ever since yesterday i been crying nonstop and i don't want to do anything. i woke up and my eyes looked foggy from crying last night till i fell asleep. and now i decide to go on line and what do i see? heath all over the internet and now i can't stop crying. idk why, i know i didn't know him personally, but i feel as if now the world seems different, in a bad way. and then that post on ontd on how the wbc is going to picket his funeral really just made me pissed. how can anyone be so cruel? i never truly hated anyone before, but for some reason, i really, really hate the wbc. how dare they do something like that at an event so private? i feel like calling their number and telling them off which i never done to anyone in my life. and i know people are trying to look at the bright side, but to be honest, i can't see what they are looking at. at least at school i was focused on my finals, but when i got home i just broke down. i never cried so much for a person before in my life. i was thinking of going to bishop today with janae, but right now, i'm just too much of a wreck to go anywhere. after school i was going to go with millz, kali, steve, and toni to red robin, but i've just been so down and not like myself that i canceled. i may not post for a while till i get back to how i once was.
ciao.
ciao.