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it's so quiet here i can hear my heart beating when i take off my headphones. i've been listening to this interpol bootleg from their show in toronto, it's so beautiful it really makes me forget how tired i am ... i can't stop listening to it, i wonder when i'll be able to go to sleep ...
it feels strange to think that most people in this building are sleeping at the moment. i feel like a spy or something even though i'm here in my own room, alone and all the lights are on. maybe i'm the only one who's awake. usually that thought has comforted me somehow but now it feels almost scary, it's hard to explain why. i don't know ...