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gotta take this shit one day at a time. it's the cause of ALL my problems, money, friends, health. im seriously putting this shit down for good. never again. anyone that even brings it around me i wont hesitate to eliminate them from my life. whether they say im trying to fuck them over or not, i have no problem with throwing people out on the street if they cant figure out that HEROIN IS A PROBLEM.
the worst has yet to come, but im ready for it. i have the drugs i need to make it as easy as it can be, but easy isnt a word to use when trying to get past something so addictive. i wasted my first try's getting clean, but im seriously tired of going nowhere in life. 2 months and i'll be far happier than i've been the past year, past year WASTED on being a drooling mess of shit.
the worst has yet to come, but im ready for it. i have the drugs i need to make it as easy as it can be, but easy isnt a word to use when trying to get past something so addictive. i wasted my first try's getting clean, but im seriously tired of going nowhere in life. 2 months and i'll be far happier than i've been the past year, past year WASTED on being a drooling mess of shit.