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[gelmar]

It's funny how many people say they'll do me a favor in return for something i've done for them, and in the end they never pull through. Lately there's been a lot of senseless drama in my life that could be avoided if other people would just keep their noses out of business that isnt their's. I also heard that people are getting pissed off at me for things that they're doing too. saying i shouldnt be around certain things, when in reality they're doing the exact same thing I am. total hipocrisy. and this is coming from people who claim to hate hypocrite's. I'm also getting bitched at for not paying a debt off fast enough, the funny thing is that we wrote out a contract, and i have yet to violate any part of it. I'm making the payments when they're due and not paying less than we discussed each time. But it doesnt matter as long as the other person gets what they want and benefits more than i do everything will be just fine. That's how it always turns out, i get fucked over and nobody cares because they got exactly what they wanted and that's all that matters.

I'm sick of selfish fucks, hypocrites, being lied to by someone that thinks they can fool me just by talking confidently about every piece of bullshit they think up, thinking i wont find out the truth from someone else i know that they told, and getting shit from people that either are pulling me into a situation i have nothing to do with, or just plain not letting me know what the fuck is going on.

im done, if you have something to say about this, and it has to do with bitching at me, just keep it to yourself.
i need to make some serious changes in my life or someone, maybe even me, is going to end up dead..