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it's funny that i've straightened most of my shit out and am on my way to becoming clean. if all goes well i'll be done by tuesday, but seeing as i live with someone who appreciates NOTHING that i do in their favor it may be harder than i expected. you live here for FREE and when i ask a favor for you to bring back a few pills for me when you go
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The only reason you're upset is because out of all of this.... you didn't get *your* valium. And you know... that's probably the only reason you were being nice to begin with. It's my risk and I'd never risk that for you. I wish I still liked you as much as I used to before you stopped being a person with fucking human feelings.
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Just because you can't have you fucking way, you throw a fucking fit. Well im sorry, Im not getting em for you, thats her decision. This is mine and her trip and if she doesnt wanna bring the shit and take the risk for you, thats her deal. But then you go off throwing a fit about everything else thats wrong with your fucked up world and everything is somehow my fault, O and you use my mom as a tool to help the situation. I dont really give a fuck what happens but when i go next time to get pills not only will I NEVER pick you up anything while im there ever I wont even have the courtesy to sell you some when i get back. Im getting of the H and so is she and you act like were junkies well you do more than anyone i know. If you need help go to your friends for support im sure there all there for you. You wanna throw her out or treat her like shit because you become irrate when something doesnt go your way then your gonna have really shitty credit. She stays with me because I pay for the room I live in and she occupys that space, not your space, not your couch, or most of the rooms of the house. Why dont you just go break the lease now because her and I both have somewhere else we could go rather than here if thats what you want. Maybe you'll open your eyes when your clean again, i know i will.
And about quiting, you wont quit, you'll find no reason to quit in less then 2 days "whats the fucking point" "I dont know why i quit in the first place" sounds like something I here everytime. we are quitting and we're further along than you are and we have the ambition to quit, because we have support for each other and know where were going.
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my own to deal with. But in another sense, even though it indirectly involves me, i'm just gonna put in a
word too. Not only in my defense but as for my boyfriends as well. First off, i havent judged either one of
you since i became more aquainted with you through my boyfriend. But this is how i see it. If you have
another place to stay then why arent you fucking staying there? Understandable, you would rather live
with your boyfriend so you can spend more time with him. But it should then be your responsibility to
pitch in your share and pay some rent, utilities, etc. Now being a month or so of living there you have yet
to show any improvement or ambition to go out and find a job. There's 'talk' of school, but given time we'll
see if that falls through. Also, i dont appreciate you talking down on my relationship with josh, because
not only is it none of your fucking business but it seems to me the only reason why you would talk less of
us would be because of your doubts within your own relationship. I've overheard from others of you too
bitching at each other all the time, yet i can't remember one time that i ever had a disagreement with josh.
I also will explain the reason as to why "Here... why don't you watch me spend a couple hours less at my
boyfriends house while I go change my clothing at home" (in your own words). This is because i don't live
there because of my lack of income to even support that decision. Which atleast i will admit, unlike
somebody else. Once i move out, my parents cut me off of everything. I've been fortunate enough, and will
admit, that they've been helping me out with insurance and gas money while going to school, and for that
i'm thankful. This is why i still have contact with my parents and spend time at my house as well. Unlike
yourself, you take advantage of your mother helping you out with money and you aren't even taking
initiative to become anything. You again 'talk' of making something of yourself but i have yet to see
anything become of it. I'm currently going to school, although graduating next wednesday, i'm going to be
making enough money to fully support myself and therefore begin to take responsibilities on my own and
won't need to worry about clinging dependently onto others as i'm seeing with you here. The only reason
the both of you have lasted as long as you have on your own is because of my boyfriend, which, if you dont
have enough to cover your expenses, depend on him to make up for it. Well, i can tell you now there's
other things he'd rather spend his money on since it is his own money earned and works hard for it as
well. He's the only one yet that i've seen actually buy groceries. Looks to me as though your both very
unhappy and dont have any other better way of relieving your anger but onto others which doesnt solve
problems but make them worse. My boyfriend is the only one in that apartment that has made any
progress with his life even with selfish, unappreciative people taking any chance given to them to take
advantage of him.
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though you have yet to fully mature to even leave them, stop this 'talk' of doing something with your life
and actually do something, and quit acting like we're 3 and putting others down around you to make
yourself feel as though you're the one coming out on top which in this case, it's obvious that you're not.
You're obviously both unhappy with things in your life which is why you bitch all the time, which causes
others to feel less of themselves when they shouldnt. For example my boyfriend. He's done nothing but
help both of you out and yet you continue to treat him like shit and use him just because he's been
fortunate enough to be financially secure. Which he's worked very hard for. When you put him down that
indirectly affects me and then it seems to uncontrollably become part of my problem. I know that i have
yet to say anything bad about either one of you, and i dont know how you guys handle your relationship
but i hate seeing my boyfriend upset. Seeing with how much he puts up with from you two after dealing
with enough shit from work, i cant imagine how he must feel. I can barely stand it, and i'm there only half
of the time, unlike others. I'm glad that things are going well for my boyfriend because he really deserves
it. He puts up with more shit from people and yet continues to come out doing something nice for them
anyways. If you had any sense you would stop your bitching and start appreciating what he does, because
fuck knows he deserves it more than anybody i know, and i'm proud of him. And if he's going to come
clean thats his business and he can do that on his own. But with you dumbfucks around i can see where it
may be difficult. But dont put him down when i have yet to see either one of you quit anything, and even
begin to make anything of yourselves. He has way more things going for him, and in time what you have
coming will hit you hard and you'll finally see that it's you two that have the drug problem, the
relationship problem, and lack of friends, but you've been blind to it this whole time, and just accusing
everyone else of being who you are. It's not them, it's you. So when you both grow up, then you can talk.
“we are quitting and we're further along than you are and we have the ambition to quit, because we have
support for each other and know where were going.” Biggest load of shit i’ve ever heard and all i can say
to it is......ha.........ha.........
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