May 14, 2005 14:50
i quit doing heroin. i've been clean for almost a week now. im withdrawl free. i did it cold turkey without anything to ween me off it and it was the worst addiction of my life. im fine now tho. it actually wasnt that hard to do. im thinking now it's just going to save me money, seeing as i just spent 1600 dollars fixing my car, and i still have yet to do anything i WANT to do to it. and i still need a new stereo for it. im still sick of living in this appartment. buying all the food and eating none of it. paying for power and watching everyone else waste it. cleaning the fucking place then watching gabe and all his friends trash it without giving a fuck about who's actually living here. at least the nightmare's almost half way over, tho i dont see myself finishing out the lease here unless someone else moves out, im sick of watching retards stick unsterilized needles in their arms, i really hope they get gangrene[sp?] or something.