Jun 03, 2004 18:47
Oh, its June. Time flies so fast, I am busy as a bee. There is no rest for the wicked as they say.
I felt my muscles ache, my body allmost complaining. How far is the edge? I don't know, I can never tell. I'm so tired, I'm so exhausted. Yet, I'm alive. Thats a good reason to celebrate life.
I don't if I ever learn to totally love or totally forgive. At times, my own feelings betray me. Buried under logic, its there, locked but not totally controlled. Humanity....tired of dealing with it, but can't get away with it too.
Oftentimes, I see what's up ahead of me. I find a weird feeling ... I remember the day when I said something and it is really happening now. Coincidence or I decided my fate? I don't know if luck still works, but I felt a sense of completeness knowing I made it happen.
And right now, I look forward of making things happen ....my way or way around it.