The Switch Effect

[supergelie]

Title: The Switch Effect (Part 1)
Pairing: Kris/Baekhyun, Chanyeol/Baekhyun, Kai/Baekhyun (If you squint really hard)
Genre: Angst, Drama, Romance (Warning/Spoiler: Character Death)
Word Count: 17k+
Disclaimer: The boys are not mine.
Summary: Baekhyun's not crazy. They just can't see him.

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[kyumin_fan]

“21-year old nursery school teacher suffered a grand mal seizure at his house after coming home from work.” Yixing starts off with reading whatever there is that is or not a complete waste of time written on Byun Baekhyun’s medical file. “He had a vision of…being strangled by his dead parents before passing out.” The fact that there was a hint of doubt in his voice means that anything under the file is probably a complete waste of time slash absurd.

Kris only nods.

“Seizure rules out psychiatric illness…No history of epilepsy, head trauma or drug use.”

Junmyeon finally leans closer to Yixing’s arms. “You’re wasting your time. He probably already knows all of that.. Baekhyun used to be a doctor here, remember? And also, I bet a hundred dollars and one of my fingers,” And he leans in even closer for a whisper. “That he loves seizure patient.”

Yixing rolls his eyes to Kris. “Why am I here again?”

Junmyeon immediately sits up straight. “Yeah, why are we here again?”

DOCTOR YIXING DOCTOR JUNMYEON DOCTOR KRIS ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

It’s not because they’re busy-or it might be-but there’s just some weird familiar feeling seeing Kris beside the bed.

I DONT EVEN KNOW WHY IM QUOTING THIS I JUST FEEL LIKE I FELT WHAT BAEKHYUN FELT I MEAN DOES THAT EVEN MAKE SENSE

Baekhyun points at the couch across him which for the two doctors and any other normal people is empty.

DEM FUCKING FEELSSSSS

“It is the hallucination we’re curing and you know that in your heart Kris,” Yixing bellows at him. “Don’t try to be the good doctor here. You’re just the same as me. You want him to realize that Chanyeol is dead. You want to cure whatever is killing his memories.” Kris clenches his fist. “Do your job, for fucks sake.” Yixing kicked the chair lightly before walking out of the room, slamming the door.

AMEN TO THAT

Baekhyun laughs at that and Kris realizes how much he misses that sound, or Baekhyun’s presence in general. Baekhyun always had that sense of refinement even with how he used to play around. And maybe, Kris misses that unpredictability. He wants it back. He wants it back so bad.

I FUCKING CRIED WHY DO U DO THIS WOMAN OH MY GOD KRIS YOU PRECIOUS MAN KRISBAEK IS SO PRECIOUS I

“I need you to start where you think it started. Before you even went inside the car. To where you were heading to. I want you to tell me everything, every detail you can remember from that night.” Kris can see fear in Baekhyun’s eyes. He doesn’t know-maybe it’s his words, his approach, he has no idea what made Baekhyun look so scared. But maybe it’s not him. Maybe Baekhyun, too, is scared of realizing something he already knows. Kris leans closer to his bed. “Baekhyun, do you trust me?”

Baekhyun stares at Kris’ eyes. Yes. Yes, he does trust him. Baekhyun thinks it’s weird but he feels like he has always trusted Kris with everything. When he looks at Kris, he sees someone who knows his heart better than himself. It’s like Kris has heard everything Baekhyun ever wanted to tell the world and it scares him. It scares him that he doesn’t remember. It scares him that he doesn’t know why he feels this way. But he trusts Kris and he trusts his own judgment. Baekhyun nods.

I JUST LOVE THIS PART SO MUCH IT SAYS EVERYTHING ABOUT WHAT THEY FEEL FOR EACH OTHER I MEAN IT'S THERE EVEN THO BAEK DOESNT RLLY REALIZE IT'S JUST THERE AND IT HURTS SIHGIUEHGIRUEHGREUIHG

“Why,” Baekhyun breathes out, his eyes blank with wonder. “Did you say that to me?”

Kris doesn’t answer.

You know I’ll fix you. You know that very well.

They’re not just simple comforting words. They meant something else. Baekhyun can feel it. He isn’t sure but he can feel it. He can feel something in between those lines.

Kris clears his throat. “That’s not what we’re trying to remember. Forget about that. Contin-“

“No,” Baekhyun cuts him off, grabbing his hand in the process. “I need to know.”

What would you do if you knew? Would you come running back to me? You won’t. So you don’t need to know.

I JUST WANT TO KICK KRIS HERE SO BAD I MEAN REALLYYYYYY WHY R U SO STUBBORN MAN

[kyumin_fan]

i realized i quoted a lot and i actually was looking for more but then i realized i would really end up quoting your whole fic

i just want to say i absolutely loved everything in here. the timetable, their characters, the dialogues, just perfect.

jongin is so precious i cant even describe
and kris yes kris u are delusional man
and chanyeol I DONT UNDERSTAND I HOPE THERE'S PART 2 U SAID THIS IS PART 1 RIGHT
they all love baek and they want baek to get better and im just

CRYINGGGGGG

DAMMIT DOCTORS ARE LIKE A SECRET KINK

i love you ;A;

[supergelie]

WOW I AM SPEECHLESS
(why u always comment first on my fics hahahah)

anyway, yes doctors are a secret kink. mhmm.

thank you for this long comment dearie (｡◕‿◕｡)