Hell awaits, Mr. Manson. Go ahead!
Och aye, the nou?
Despite the dumb title of this post, I wonnie write a single letter about Mr. Manson, the king of nobodies (Hell, it happened already :).
Nonetheless, I do not wish to write about shite things, and alas! The entrée will show here just for the next time, lassies and lads.
Guess what! I have a girlie, to be more precise, eine Schatz. You couldnie anticipate that, could you? But there she is!
I hope you are all happy as well.
She's a wee stunning, actually. I mentioned her once (upon a time), and I pinpointed her or made a vague portrait about her in my blog.
The only problem is, those days I was engaged to another girlie, and I should have felt myself as a bastard (I didnie do, fuck her).
To be in a relationship, there is always some problem or action you have to react fast on. I am not perfect at all (but I still am a hero, right?), therefore my reactions could be harsh sometime. I donnie feel myself guilty though, 'cause no one is flawless, including the girls whom I ever felt anything. In that fatal moment, you mean everything, but hit the floor after all.
This time I should be that flawless. But there is a question what I couldnie answer: To make love or not. Be myself - as an occasionally prick - or change towards a mellow type what I never had to be. And I never wanted to be.
Each of you know that: I am me! And what a surprise, there are some people who are still with/beneath me. So all of you can understand, what an important question this is. I might lose my lassie, which is never a pleasure...
I expect some advice, nonetheless. Hit me with your rampant ideas, please.
Oh, I nearly forgot to mention my trip tomorrow. Or a hike. To the Normafa, with my roommate Marton. Wish an arid weather, too! I am fond of hiking not swimming :)) (But I am afraid It will be raining eventually).
And after all, I wanna recommend you some songs which can whirl you while it's raining out there:
Lostprophets - Sway
Kings of Leon - Use Somebody
Muse - Apocalypse Please
Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars
Aiden - Bliss
Coldplay - Amsterdam
Portishead - Glory Box
Katatonia - Quiet World
Anathema - Are You There?
Bring Me The Horizon - Medusa
And yes, the last one was a silly joke. (But if you listen it to the end, I'll send you heroic photos about me)
Cheers,
Geldymeldy