Life is frustration
I've been so stressed lately. I think its a combination of work, not wanting to be at work because I want to go to Costa Rica already, wanting to go to Costa Rica already but realizing its probably going to break the bank, wanting to spend any sort of money but realizing it will break the bank, getting frustrated because after 2 1/2 months of physical therapy I am still completely weak, coming to the realization that a lot of my friends moved/are moving away from LA all at the same time, and feeling helpless about all of it. One of the things I have been trying to do is cut out unnecessary expenses. One of the things I thought I could cut out was therapy. I went in to talk to my therapist about it, and not only did she think that was not a good idea, but she offered to give me two free phone sessions a month in addition to my two regular sessions. I guess I am more screwed up than I thought.
Work has been a bit nutso but at least I am logging a ton of overtime, which helps with all of the above. I have been listening to very little music, focusing my attention on working while watching television shows on Netflix that originally aired on Showtime but I never got to see because I can't afford Showtime. As an aside, seriously people, why did Dead Like Me get canceled? It is so smart and so good, wtf. I feel cheated with no real resolution to the show!
At least my cats are cute. Oh yeah, and Costa Rica a week from tomorrow!
Work has been a bit nutso but at least I am logging a ton of overtime, which helps with all of the above. I have been listening to very little music, focusing my attention on working while watching television shows on Netflix that originally aired on Showtime but I never got to see because I can't afford Showtime. As an aside, seriously people, why did Dead Like Me get canceled? It is so smart and so good, wtf. I feel cheated with no real resolution to the show!
At least my cats are cute. Oh yeah, and Costa Rica a week from tomorrow!