Kageyama
So I've been talking to dimmie about Yaguruma, and we'd veered off into how Yaguruma's illusions about who he was supposed to be affect Kageyama, and my comment got so long that I'm just going to make a separate post. :D;;;
Right, so Kageyama. It's really interesting how much he ENJOYS gekokujoing Yaguruma. I mean... here's a guy who pretty much worshipped the ground Yaguruma walked on, and he is just so SATISFIED that he gets to betray Yaguruma. Specifically that he gets to tell him, "you can't a part of Shadow at all, you'd just bring disharmony". He's just gets so much glee over basically destroying Yaguruma... or maybe, over destroying the fiction Yaguruma built about himself.
I mean, the thing about what Kageyama is you either believe he's just a total snake, with no real sense of loyalty at all, in order to turn around and betray his taichou so completely (because it would be one thing for him to take over, what he did was quite something else), or you think there's more to him than that and you try to figure him out. And what I think about it is that it's all because of how disappointed and disillusioned he was. That's the only thing that I think can explain Kageyama's change in attitude towards Yaguruma.
The first thing is that obviously Shadow believed in Yaguruma-taichou. And Kageyama at the start is pretty much there so we have a specific character in which to see that faith and devotion that Yaguruma's subordinates have on him. I mean, I obviously think that we are meant all along to believe that Yaguruma and Kageyama's ties go deeper than Yaguruma's ties with the rest of Shadow, but in essence, that's what Kageyama is at the start. So anyway, they believe in him, they love him, they would follow him to the ends of the Earth. And then, through all the stuff with Tendou, Yaguruma betrays them and apparently himself. In reality he doesn't so much betray himself as he betrays the image he's built up of himself, but to Kageyama and the rest of them, he's betraying everything he is, everything they believe in. Either he has become someone else entirely, and thus has abandoned them, or he never was that person to begin with, which I think to them would be the bigger betrayal. So seen in that light... yeah. It's easier to understand Kageyama's actions. He's so full of contempt for Yaguruma, so willing to hurt him, because Yaguruma already betrayed them completely and made a mockery of the ideals he gave them. And I think Kageyama took particular delight in completely destroying any hope Yaguruma had of recovering or hanging on to any bit of the illusion of "Yaguruma-taichou". And at heart, the only way this is possible is precisely because Yaguruma meant so much to him.
And then there's Kageyama's descent into being Mishima's sycophant, and here it veers more into speculation, but if Kageyama was basically a sort of lost boy who Yaguruma to a large extent saved and gave a purpose and a life to... well, in that case, when Yaguruma is gone, what Kageyama has lost is a LOT more than just a leader. And he can try desperately to BE the leader of Shadow, to be what Yaguruma never was, but it isn't really him, because all along he's been the boy that needed saving and his saviour is gone, so that's why Kageyama spends most of the series bending over backwards, walkign down a darker and darker path. First he tries to get Mishima to be what Yaguruma was, except Mishima is a complete asshole who not only doesn't care about him, he actively seems to despise Kageyama and has nothing but contempt for him. And the more that Mishima belittles him, the more Kageyama tries so hard to please him. To the point where he's willing to work with Worms. I think that was the thing that gave Kageyama the most pause. It was one thing to try to defeat and control and ultimately destroy the "renegade" riders like Drake and Kabuto, and to use someone like Gon to do so. Actually working WITH Worms, I think that DID give him pause, but he did it, and I think he hated himself for it, but he was desperate and insecure and needed someone to follow and that was more important than betraying himself.
And after he loses Zabee, for awhile he tries to put Tendou into the role, but that REALLY doesnt' go very well because Kageyama really really hates Tendou, so it's more than even HE can stand, but it shows how desperate he is.
And at THAT point he's even willing to follow Mamiya Reina, and to kill Zect troopers/Shadow members, and that is the absolute lowest he can possibly go.
And it's at that point that Yaguruma comes back to him. After falling as far as he can, after losing himself in darkness (or should that be Darkness?), that's when Yaguruma comes back, and saves him and takes back the role he always had, except this time there's no kanzen chowa, and there's no illusions, and he's just there to protect Kageyama and to be his guide while they walk together through Teh Darkness. And Kageyama is only too happy to let him.
When Yaguruma rescues him, right before Kageyama first becomes Punch Hopper, as they're walkign together into the tunnel, Kageyama laughs and says "you're the only one who would even look at me". And that laugh is a mixture of desperation and relief, and yes, at that time Kageyama is bordering on insanity, but I think it's also, he really IS all along a lost boy that needs someone to hold his hand, and he'd lost that, and now here is his aniki, holding his hand out to him, despite everything he did. And it's totally, utterly fucked up, the fact that Kageyama is so broken that he needs that to be... not whole, but as close as he can be to being whole. But it IS what Kageyama needed.
Right, so Kageyama. It's really interesting how much he ENJOYS gekokujoing Yaguruma. I mean... here's a guy who pretty much worshipped the ground Yaguruma walked on, and he is just so SATISFIED that he gets to betray Yaguruma. Specifically that he gets to tell him, "you can't a part of Shadow at all, you'd just bring disharmony". He's just gets so much glee over basically destroying Yaguruma... or maybe, over destroying the fiction Yaguruma built about himself.
I mean, the thing about what Kageyama is you either believe he's just a total snake, with no real sense of loyalty at all, in order to turn around and betray his taichou so completely (because it would be one thing for him to take over, what he did was quite something else), or you think there's more to him than that and you try to figure him out. And what I think about it is that it's all because of how disappointed and disillusioned he was. That's the only thing that I think can explain Kageyama's change in attitude towards Yaguruma.
The first thing is that obviously Shadow believed in Yaguruma-taichou. And Kageyama at the start is pretty much there so we have a specific character in which to see that faith and devotion that Yaguruma's subordinates have on him. I mean, I obviously think that we are meant all along to believe that Yaguruma and Kageyama's ties go deeper than Yaguruma's ties with the rest of Shadow, but in essence, that's what Kageyama is at the start. So anyway, they believe in him, they love him, they would follow him to the ends of the Earth. And then, through all the stuff with Tendou, Yaguruma betrays them and apparently himself. In reality he doesn't so much betray himself as he betrays the image he's built up of himself, but to Kageyama and the rest of them, he's betraying everything he is, everything they believe in. Either he has become someone else entirely, and thus has abandoned them, or he never was that person to begin with, which I think to them would be the bigger betrayal. So seen in that light... yeah. It's easier to understand Kageyama's actions. He's so full of contempt for Yaguruma, so willing to hurt him, because Yaguruma already betrayed them completely and made a mockery of the ideals he gave them. And I think Kageyama took particular delight in completely destroying any hope Yaguruma had of recovering or hanging on to any bit of the illusion of "Yaguruma-taichou". And at heart, the only way this is possible is precisely because Yaguruma meant so much to him.
And then there's Kageyama's descent into being Mishima's sycophant, and here it veers more into speculation, but if Kageyama was basically a sort of lost boy who Yaguruma to a large extent saved and gave a purpose and a life to... well, in that case, when Yaguruma is gone, what Kageyama has lost is a LOT more than just a leader. And he can try desperately to BE the leader of Shadow, to be what Yaguruma never was, but it isn't really him, because all along he's been the boy that needed saving and his saviour is gone, so that's why Kageyama spends most of the series bending over backwards, walkign down a darker and darker path. First he tries to get Mishima to be what Yaguruma was, except Mishima is a complete asshole who not only doesn't care about him, he actively seems to despise Kageyama and has nothing but contempt for him. And the more that Mishima belittles him, the more Kageyama tries so hard to please him. To the point where he's willing to work with Worms. I think that was the thing that gave Kageyama the most pause. It was one thing to try to defeat and control and ultimately destroy the "renegade" riders like Drake and Kabuto, and to use someone like Gon to do so. Actually working WITH Worms, I think that DID give him pause, but he did it, and I think he hated himself for it, but he was desperate and insecure and needed someone to follow and that was more important than betraying himself.
And after he loses Zabee, for awhile he tries to put Tendou into the role, but that REALLY doesnt' go very well because Kageyama really really hates Tendou, so it's more than even HE can stand, but it shows how desperate he is.
And at THAT point he's even willing to follow Mamiya Reina, and to kill Zect troopers/Shadow members, and that is the absolute lowest he can possibly go.
And it's at that point that Yaguruma comes back to him. After falling as far as he can, after losing himself in darkness (or should that be Darkness?), that's when Yaguruma comes back, and saves him and takes back the role he always had, except this time there's no kanzen chowa, and there's no illusions, and he's just there to protect Kageyama and to be his guide while they walk together through Teh Darkness. And Kageyama is only too happy to let him.
When Yaguruma rescues him, right before Kageyama first becomes Punch Hopper, as they're walkign together into the tunnel, Kageyama laughs and says "you're the only one who would even look at me". And that laugh is a mixture of desperation and relief, and yes, at that time Kageyama is bordering on insanity, but I think it's also, he really IS all along a lost boy that needs someone to hold his hand, and he'd lost that, and now here is his aniki, holding his hand out to him, despite everything he did. And it's totally, utterly fucked up, the fact that Kageyama is so broken that he needs that to be... not whole, but as close as he can be to being whole. But it IS what Kageyama needed.