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meh i feel like ass. d'espairsray cancled their SC date and im tragically suicidal now (out of aggravation mind you.) I e-mailed jpophouse and told them I can get them into a few venues here if they really wanted to play. we will see if that works out @_@. I feel totally sick stupid mucus...>_> EWIE.
i saw HIM tonight. They were pretty good XD I never thought I would EVER get to see Ville Valo live >_>. It brought back memories. Memories of like Tiffany living here and memories of other things and mistakes in my life...I actually got sad. We made it to like the...3ish row because I went through ever crack I could and tried to get Tiffany to follow but people were swaying. I'll say this now...THIS CROWD HAS NOTHING ON ALL 3 JROCK SHOWS I HAVE EVER BEEN TOO! It was weak as hell I stabed a guy with my key though cause like he was being stupid...>_> sorry im a TONBERRY! according to Ricky XD Anyways meh my flip flops broke, thats what i get for trying to be fasionable: hurt feet and broken flip flops XD NEVER again! But other than HIM having shitty vocal sounds they were good XD (PS I emberessed roy and tiffany but unintentionally doing Para Para to HIM lol...>_> I got weird looks but I was awesome.)
I met Taylor the night before...>_> he was not what I was expeciting. Infact he was 100000000 times hotter than I WILL EVER BE! Infact I look like a shitty ugly person that night..>_> t-shirt and my Phantasmagoria Tour SHIRT. Speaking of that...I was at a chinese food restraunt the Day I met Taylor and like...my waitor asked me if I can read Chinese ne was refering to my shirt, and I told him no that was Japanese and he said no...(I felt stupid because I was debating with a man of Asian ethnicty), and i told him wow I though it was Japanese, I never got around to translating it. He told me it means "to imagine" or "imagine" on the back of the shirt...and here I was hoping it said stupid american devil. XD Anyways..I honestly didnt care what Taylor looked like he was really nice to talk to on the phone..it just took months for us to hang out...>_> mostly cause i felt ugly lol XD! Anyways his friend was there too so It was a good thing, we both had friend buffers so there were no akward silences...though I was more prone to having a solo meeting with Taylor, just cause maybe I could actually apologize for being hazardous cargo = fugly bitch. I felt horribly un confident that night @_@. We got there and like we said hi and I was like um wheres the bathroom...both me and Tiffany had to go so I'm sure it looked like we were trying to escape. His friend was cute too. So we met them up at slick willies up on Weisthimer...I did everything from going down a one way to parking on a ramp..>_>, then we found the extra empty parkin in the back XD So I mean...Taylor didn't seem tooo disgusted by me he was quite nice, and played along with my sarcasticness...my sarcatic rude side is my defense for being shy lol..I try to be a mega bad ass. According to Tiffany someone kept calling his phone and Jimmy, his friend kept telling the girl that Taylor was playing pool with his GF...and I was like...what the hell >_>, I only heard him say "he is hanging out with his GF" which I assume was someting about someone else and I didnt care about the phone conversation I was too busy losing at pool to Taylor. Which pissed me off...OF COURSE I suck at pool but I wanted to win so bad lol >_> not that it mattered..but he was really good O_O. Anyways I was like NO WAY TIFFANY he didnt not say that and shes like EYAH HE DID! And im like...meh I don't care if I'm used to ward other girls from guys, I like being the ALPAH female with my guy friends anyways...and for all i know they both could have been refering to Tiffany. Tiffany also brought up that Taylor had to go somewhere but he decided to play pool with us more...and I was like...um well im sure they payed for a full hour so I imagine they would want their money's worth...but Tiffany brought up the fact that they could have used the fact that he had to pick up his brother as a "get away from us" if he really wanted to but he said no he wanted to play more games. Tiffany also said he was flirting with me by being sarcastic and picking on the fact that i SUCKZORS THE WANGZORS at pool. Of course I wouldn't know flirting if it HIT IN ME IN THE FACE WITH A POOL STICK. So we all left, said it was nice to meet ya and he told me he would call me sometime. Of course I know what that means...>_> NEVER. But I wasn't too disapointed about it...I'm not looking really to hook up because I work all the time and well work and all sucks too and I AM SO BEHIND IN SCHOOL I am writting my excuse paper now so hopefully my teachers will take pity on me...@_@ DAMN YOU FRYS...which I have to get up for in like 6 hours >_<
And I am bidding on a Signed, never listend to 2nd press of TERRORS...pattey is bidding on MaVERiCK and a TSUKASA photoset...>_+ well that is all...no lj cut...I'm lazy and tired.
i saw HIM tonight. They were pretty good XD I never thought I would EVER get to see Ville Valo live >_>. It brought back memories. Memories of like Tiffany living here and memories of other things and mistakes in my life...I actually got sad. We made it to like the...3ish row because I went through ever crack I could and tried to get Tiffany to follow but people were swaying. I'll say this now...THIS CROWD HAS NOTHING ON ALL 3 JROCK SHOWS I HAVE EVER BEEN TOO! It was weak as hell I stabed a guy with my key though cause like he was being stupid...>_> sorry im a TONBERRY! according to Ricky XD Anyways meh my flip flops broke, thats what i get for trying to be fasionable: hurt feet and broken flip flops XD NEVER again! But other than HIM having shitty vocal sounds they were good XD (PS I emberessed roy and tiffany but unintentionally doing Para Para to HIM lol...>_> I got weird looks but I was awesome.)
I met Taylor the night before...>_> he was not what I was expeciting. Infact he was 100000000 times hotter than I WILL EVER BE! Infact I look like a shitty ugly person that night..>_> t-shirt and my Phantasmagoria Tour SHIRT. Speaking of that...I was at a chinese food restraunt the Day I met Taylor and like...my waitor asked me if I can read Chinese ne was refering to my shirt, and I told him no that was Japanese and he said no...(I felt stupid because I was debating with a man of Asian ethnicty), and i told him wow I though it was Japanese, I never got around to translating it. He told me it means "to imagine" or "imagine" on the back of the shirt...and here I was hoping it said stupid american devil. XD Anyways..I honestly didnt care what Taylor looked like he was really nice to talk to on the phone..it just took months for us to hang out...>_> mostly cause i felt ugly lol XD! Anyways his friend was there too so It was a good thing, we both had friend buffers so there were no akward silences...though I was more prone to having a solo meeting with Taylor, just cause maybe I could actually apologize for being hazardous cargo = fugly bitch. I felt horribly un confident that night @_@. We got there and like we said hi and I was like um wheres the bathroom...both me and Tiffany had to go so I'm sure it looked like we were trying to escape. His friend was cute too. So we met them up at slick willies up on Weisthimer...I did everything from going down a one way to parking on a ramp..>_>, then we found the extra empty parkin in the back XD So I mean...Taylor didn't seem tooo disgusted by me he was quite nice, and played along with my sarcasticness...my sarcatic rude side is my defense for being shy lol..I try to be a mega bad ass. According to Tiffany someone kept calling his phone and Jimmy, his friend kept telling the girl that Taylor was playing pool with his GF...and I was like...what the hell >_>, I only heard him say "he is hanging out with his GF" which I assume was someting about someone else and I didnt care about the phone conversation I was too busy losing at pool to Taylor. Which pissed me off...OF COURSE I suck at pool but I wanted to win so bad lol >_> not that it mattered..but he was really good O_O. Anyways I was like NO WAY TIFFANY he didnt not say that and shes like EYAH HE DID! And im like...meh I don't care if I'm used to ward other girls from guys, I like being the ALPAH female with my guy friends anyways...and for all i know they both could have been refering to Tiffany. Tiffany also brought up that Taylor had to go somewhere but he decided to play pool with us more...and I was like...um well im sure they payed for a full hour so I imagine they would want their money's worth...but Tiffany brought up the fact that they could have used the fact that he had to pick up his brother as a "get away from us" if he really wanted to but he said no he wanted to play more games. Tiffany also said he was flirting with me by being sarcastic and picking on the fact that i SUCKZORS THE WANGZORS at pool. Of course I wouldn't know flirting if it HIT IN ME IN THE FACE WITH A POOL STICK. So we all left, said it was nice to meet ya and he told me he would call me sometime. Of course I know what that means...>_> NEVER. But I wasn't too disapointed about it...I'm not looking really to hook up because I work all the time and well work and all sucks too and I AM SO BEHIND IN SCHOOL I am writting my excuse paper now so hopefully my teachers will take pity on me...@_@ DAMN YOU FRYS...which I have to get up for in like 6 hours >_<
And I am bidding on a Signed, never listend to 2nd press of TERRORS...pattey is bidding on MaVERiCK and a TSUKASA photoset...>_+ well that is all...no lj cut...I'm lazy and tired.