Dec 22, 2008 01:23
Doesn't it hurt when you realize your alone?
no one is there to comfort you no one is there to hear you out.
it really hurts the only person I have will get fucking jealous about what I want to say its not fair.
I can't let anyting out its way too fucking hard.
Wanna know my real feelings?
MY LIFE IS GOING NO WHERE I'M A FUCKING LOSER. I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO COMMIT SUICIDE.
I can't accept fate. I try there isn't a reason.
I think about killing myself a lot I dunno if its a medical condtion for thinking this way but I wish I had some pills right now. I'm all drunk so I would OD easy. but I don't have any ugh.
Whatever.