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Well it's been a very crazy week and a half and I just haven't had a lot of time to wirte. The only reason I do have time to write now is because I left early from a hot tub party with the east chorale kids. I'm just so upset and frusturated with this whole prom ting that I can't even have a good time. I even bought a dress today it's here--> http://www.davidsprom.com/dresses.jsp?g=7&p=1
I know I'm going to mine one way or another but that's not what I really want. I hate high school drama so much. The kid I would enjoy going with happens to go to east but I know for a fact that he said that he wouldn't be too comfortable going to our prom but I want to go with him to theirs but being a boy in choir I have heard from around that he's in 'hot commodity' with the choir girls and it's not my position to ask him to his own prom.
If I go on the central chorale St.Louis trip the day of east prom I'll just be sitting on a roller-coaster all depressed, I know it. If I go to east prom I'll be so happy but going there isn't really for me to decide.
I know I'm going to mine one way or another but that's not what I really want. I hate high school drama so much. The kid I would enjoy going with happens to go to east but I know for a fact that he said that he wouldn't be too comfortable going to our prom but I want to go with him to theirs but being a boy in choir I have heard from around that he's in 'hot commodity' with the choir girls and it's not my position to ask him to his own prom.
If I go on the central chorale St.Louis trip the day of east prom I'll just be sitting on a roller-coaster all depressed, I know it. If I go to east prom I'll be so happy but going there isn't really for me to decide.