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if what i feel is poison, then i'd have had my nth reincarnation. but those will be n happy deaths, you see. i'd love to die this way over and over.
i exist in this impenetrable bubble of happiness. of happy thoughts: of sunlight, of summer breeze, of beautiful mornings, of sighs of deep unsaid things, of smiles with the sweetest of meanings, of ice cream with all sorts of sweet toppings, of air smelling vanilla incense, of sitting side by side while my brain turns into liquid (nasasabaw ang utak. haha. how do you say that in english?).
i WANT TO SCREAM! with all the joy that's here in me. i want to hug the whole world but i can only smile at it. IF ONLY.... i weren't in law school, i'd have made a whole book of my poetry. i would have spent sleepless nights painting until i exhaust this burst of feeling inside me. i'd have danced like crazy. BUT THEN AGAIN. if i weren't in law school, life wouldn't be THIS good.
im so high. im SO HIGH. somebody pin me down. i couldn't even conceive of how to pin down someone whose feet are on earth but never touch the ground. I NEED HELP. but then again, maybe i dont want it. consistent inconsistency.
i exist in this impenetrable bubble of happiness. of happy thoughts: of sunlight, of summer breeze, of beautiful mornings, of sighs of deep unsaid things, of smiles with the sweetest of meanings, of ice cream with all sorts of sweet toppings, of air smelling vanilla incense, of sitting side by side while my brain turns into liquid (nasasabaw ang utak. haha. how do you say that in english?).
i WANT TO SCREAM! with all the joy that's here in me. i want to hug the whole world but i can only smile at it. IF ONLY.... i weren't in law school, i'd have made a whole book of my poetry. i would have spent sleepless nights painting until i exhaust this burst of feeling inside me. i'd have danced like crazy. BUT THEN AGAIN. if i weren't in law school, life wouldn't be THIS good.
im so high. im SO HIGH. somebody pin me down. i couldn't even conceive of how to pin down someone whose feet are on earth but never touch the ground. I NEED HELP. but then again, maybe i dont want it. consistent inconsistency.