Dusya@gtalk: so is work suky
me: is that a question or a statement?
Dusya@gtalk: srry its a question
me: nothing unusual
Dusya@gtalk: that means it sux rite??
me: kinda of. but this is very wrong time to complain. and in general, i'd like to be happy and i'd like all of us to be happy
Dusya@gtalk: y is it a bad time to complain
me: because a lot of people are jobless and would do anything to be in position i am right now
Dusya@gtalk: ohh ok but i mean u always come home so tired and i feel really bad for u
me: it will be all right
Dusya@gtalk: hopefully but i still dnt want to see u come home pooped all the time
me: it's because this place is emotionally tiring
Dusya@gtalk: y and what
me: why? because i lead projects and push people. and then i get a lot of push back. and then things are finally done the way i say they should be working. but in between everybody fight. so is life
Dusya@gtalk: that sux and thats so not fair that u get pushed back. cuz u shouldnt get pushed back if u know and want watever it is to work
me: :) i should not but i am. often people have their opinion on things and do not like to be told what to do.
none admits their wrong. it's always somebody else's fault.
Dusya@gtalk: thats horrible
me: and once again, so is life. i am managing
Dusya@gtalk: hopefully
me: doubts?
Dusya@gtalk: no like i dnt want u to come home and just like idk do a lot of crap that ur job is making u do instead of spending time with us
me: :) let's accept the fact that we all work, go to school and have other things that we must do. what i hate the most is come home and clean instead of spending time with you.
Dusya@gtalk: true but i also have shit to do for school
me: that is the most important job for you right now. but at the same time your room should be clean
and keeping things in order makes less cleaning. all i am saying is that as a family we all should help each other and life is not a contest. we all should try to comfort each other
Dusya@gtalk: true true but still
me: still what?
Dusya@gtalk: like lifes not fair
me: accept the fact that some things must be done. without my job we are not going to be able to do and have lots of things. besides, i will not be my best if i stay home.
Dusya@gtalk: i know but i hate seeing u so tired
me: i can't add anything to it. i hate being tired, too. am i not that tired over the weekends?
Dusya@gtalk: idk but ur always tired after work and 5 out of 7 days in the week
me: and you are worried about it
Dusya@gtalk: yea cuz i dnt u to get depressed or take all ur anger out on us
me: do i ever do that?
Dusya@gtalk: no but u never know
me: lol
Dusya@gtalk: how is that funny
me: deal with things when they are there, always think positive
Dusya@gtalk: ok ok ill try
me: i am all right.
Dusya@gtalk: yes u are
me: all i need is a little rest and bit of my dreams come true. just a little bit.
Dusya@gtalk: yes and u never have that
me: why do you think so?
Dusya@gtalk: well maybe at times and i think so because of rudik and how hes always sick and stuff
me: kids get sick. it's just that time.
Dusya@gtalk: not like this
me: you were constantly sick up until about 7
Dusya@gtalk: i didnt know that
me: it will go away baby
Dusya@gtalk: can u make it go faster
me: i'd love to but everything take time.
Dusya@gtalk: les hope this doesnt take to long tho
me: rudik will be ok by the end of this week
Dusya@gtalk: hopefully
me: he will
Dusya@gtalk: i want him to
me: if not then we should start looking what is wrong and worry about it very much.. but at the moment he is better already. today he is better then he was yesterday
Dusya@gtalk: yea but he still through up
me: it's good that he could get rid of the mucus this morning. even though it looks bad, it's better then he would not be able to do it. the toxins are going away and he was bale to sleep this night. so he is doing better
Dusya@gtalk: he is but he still throws up
me: at this point all we could do is to make sure he gets proper treatment and monitor he gets better. and he is.
Dusya@gtalk: he still thrws up
me: yes. he'll be better
Dusya@gtalk: plz make it soon
me: i'll do my best