A lil treat for y'all
[This is part of my new fanfic. I wanted to type it somewhere for people to read, but hey. It's actually being written as a secret kinda blog entry of a girl who... well... you'll see]
I feel really pathetic, and it pisses me off
Ok, so I went to Battle of the Bands last night and there is a real hot bassist in one of the bands. He's so cute and gorgeous and a great singer and a great bass player and he has the sweetest smile and this is what pisses me off. The fact that I swoon over this guy so much and he doesn't even know I exsist. Well, he may have seen me at college, but you see people you don't know everyday. Nothing would make me stand out from other people, apart from me being a bit loud and standing in the queue behind him for the vending machine last night. Even if I knew he just noticed me it would make me feel better, a little bit less weird. But I know he doesn't know I exsist.
I know his name, he doesn't know mine. I know he has a girlfriend (who is actually pretty cool), he knows shit all about me. It makes me feel slightly stalkerish as well, which sucks!
Last night, whenever I shut my eyes he was there in my head. When I shut my eyes now I see him. Even if I don't have my eyes shut I see him in my head. I looked at the bands site and looked at their pictures. I looked at the picture of him and it makes me feel even worse.
Tbh, I don't do the whole emotion thing that well, that's why it freaks me out. I feel like this for someone I barely know. Seriously, I know pretty much shit all about him, but I still feel this way.
I could write a huge rant about this. I know no one is going to actually read it because no one knows about my journal. This is just somewhere for me to write my feelings and stuff to get em off my chest.
And now I have really gotta run because otherwise I will never get my psychology homework done
Kez xo
[Hope you enjoyed it. And yeah I sign it with my lil sig. But that's cos I haven't come up with a good enough name for the lead yet! Lame!!!]
I feel really pathetic, and it pisses me off
Ok, so I went to Battle of the Bands last night and there is a real hot bassist in one of the bands. He's so cute and gorgeous and a great singer and a great bass player and he has the sweetest smile and this is what pisses me off. The fact that I swoon over this guy so much and he doesn't even know I exsist. Well, he may have seen me at college, but you see people you don't know everyday. Nothing would make me stand out from other people, apart from me being a bit loud and standing in the queue behind him for the vending machine last night. Even if I knew he just noticed me it would make me feel better, a little bit less weird. But I know he doesn't know I exsist.
I know his name, he doesn't know mine. I know he has a girlfriend (who is actually pretty cool), he knows shit all about me. It makes me feel slightly stalkerish as well, which sucks!
Last night, whenever I shut my eyes he was there in my head. When I shut my eyes now I see him. Even if I don't have my eyes shut I see him in my head. I looked at the bands site and looked at their pictures. I looked at the picture of him and it makes me feel even worse.
Tbh, I don't do the whole emotion thing that well, that's why it freaks me out. I feel like this for someone I barely know. Seriously, I know pretty much shit all about him, but I still feel this way.
I could write a huge rant about this. I know no one is going to actually read it because no one knows about my journal. This is just somewhere for me to write my feelings and stuff to get em off my chest.
And now I have really gotta run because otherwise I will never get my psychology homework done
Kez xo
[Hope you enjoyed it. And yeah I sign it with my lil sig. But that's cos I haven't come up with a good enough name for the lead yet! Lame!!!]