Mar 11, 2007 00:16
Today was say 3 of me not taking any ADD meds. The first time I just forgot, and I was so much happier (to the point of being giddy) that I decided to stop taking them for as long as I can. The first day off them was so much of a shock that it was almost hard to handle the excitement, and a lot of people asked me if I was stoned. I've mellowed out a little, but its stil really amazing how much nicer it is. I'm friendlier to everybody, I have more energy, I enjoy food and music more, and eveything seems more exciting. Its like being free for the first time this whole year.
For months I couldn't figure out why I had a reputation for being bitter and antisocial. Now I realize that the real, un-altered me is so much happier and friendlier than medicated me. If I can manage to stop taking them for good, or at least cut back a lot, this could cause a radical change in my whole social life and the way I experience everything.