I picked up the song...
Anna and I started talking again. I'm happy abou that because in a way I missed her. She makes me really happy. So that's really cool.
The qwest for a job still continues. I applied at three different places today. It seems like everyone can get a job but me. :( that blows big blow holes!
I saw him with her again today. God how I hate it..but wish I could be her. School sucks big penis. It's just so boring. I mean everytime I'm there I wish I was somewhere else doing something else. I just can't stand it.grrr.
I've been under quite a bit of stress lately too. One of my best friends has been diagnosed with cancer. At the age of 16. It's really hard to deal with let alone to try to imagine how they feel. Mrs. B. is watching my every move waiting for me to screw up so she can kick me out of TakeII so yeah that sucks. I hate doing my homework so I'm always rushing to turn that in. I'm so tired lately that I always wake up late and then end up being late to school even though I speed the whole way there. I mean my life would be a lot less hectic if I didn't have to go to school.
I think all this stress means it's time for me to bust out my notebook and pen and make some good poems/songs. Oh and on top of all of that. Pops concert auditions are in two weeks and I still need to pick out a song. yikes!
My bro has a baseball tournament this weekend. So I get to see Jordan. I miss that boy so much. He's so gorgeous. lol. I just miss hanging out with him. :( so yeah that shall be fun.
I'm off to watch my bro play in his baseball game. :)
The qwest for a job still continues. I applied at three different places today. It seems like everyone can get a job but me. :( that blows big blow holes!
I saw him with her again today. God how I hate it..but wish I could be her. School sucks big penis. It's just so boring. I mean everytime I'm there I wish I was somewhere else doing something else. I just can't stand it.grrr.
I've been under quite a bit of stress lately too. One of my best friends has been diagnosed with cancer. At the age of 16. It's really hard to deal with let alone to try to imagine how they feel. Mrs. B. is watching my every move waiting for me to screw up so she can kick me out of TakeII so yeah that sucks. I hate doing my homework so I'm always rushing to turn that in. I'm so tired lately that I always wake up late and then end up being late to school even though I speed the whole way there. I mean my life would be a lot less hectic if I didn't have to go to school.
I think all this stress means it's time for me to bust out my notebook and pen and make some good poems/songs. Oh and on top of all of that. Pops concert auditions are in two weeks and I still need to pick out a song. yikes!
My bro has a baseball tournament this weekend. So I get to see Jordan. I miss that boy so much. He's so gorgeous. lol. I just miss hanging out with him. :( so yeah that shall be fun.
I'm off to watch my bro play in his baseball game. :)