Oct 10, 2005 16:13
It occurred to me last week or so how little I go out. I've become a real room hermit. I'll always get offers to go out places but by the time I'm done with work I feel I just want to be alone and mess around on my computer. Well, no longer! I shall not let my laziness get in the way of me seeing people I want to hang with.
So thats my new weeks resolution: Go out more!
I ordered a pretty snazzy digital camera the other week, It should be arriving soon (squeee ^^) so I'll be plotting things to take photos of and finish that "New Complete Guide To Photography"
I've got it all planned out. I'm gonna practice with my camera and get some basic skill then join the night class thats at Dundee College when it starts again. Then next year I'm gonna do an actual photography course.
This weeks regret is that I heard someone dissing and laughing at something to do with one of my close friends. But when it happened I was too drunk to do anything but get depressed about it. The worst part is, the next day I thought of the *perfect* thing to say back to them. Of course, I could be wrong, I was very drunk so they could have been saying something completely different from what I thought. But yeah, if I was sober, and they said what I think they said, I would have been pissed.
I had a job interview today! Go me ^^! Unfortunately its at a tesco call center >.< but its something other than the god forsaken BT DQ. Plus it temporary so if I don't like it I've got some incentive to find another job soon. Another plus is a friend of mine got a job there on saturday so if I'm successful I'll be working with them. but I will have to learn to refer to them by their real name (at their request)... That'll be weird... But I think it went well, I'm not really sure though. I have to call them on monday.
Oooh, more regrets, but these are girl related. The first is I've drifted from someone I really liked... this has made me feel kinda sad and sorta replaced in a way. I feel like I had a chance but missed it.
The second is I saw someone this week I liked a long time ago, but I was too shy to talk to them (goddammit)
I have a secret, its not that important to anyone but me, though it is surprising. I've been keeping it a secret for a while and dropping small hints for little other reason than it amuses me. Though I did tell one person, I just felt I had to get it out to *someone* and they happened to be there. It felt good to tell though, made it seem a little more real.
I know this has been a random rant but its all been kicking around my head.