damn why is my boyfriend more dramatic than i am??
i love darik with all my heartbut geez..last night after working all day, i went over there and idk.. out of nowhere he was like.. um so what are you doing tonight, i said idk.. going home and i asked why and he said because him and ryan(fuckin faggot, please refer to this in however many years when he finally decides to come out) were going to a party..silence...do you wanna go? (he said this in the voice i know all too well, the im asking you but i really dont want u to) omg!!! i didnt answer the question because i already knew what party he was talking about... fucking ugly ass bitch diana hutchenson. ugh then i told him i didnt want him to go and long story short, he thinks im being a controlling bitch and he also thinks we should go on a break. fml. fml. fml. sooo of course he went, i assume..and i called twice at like 1am and he ignored them.. so im really trying to be head strong and not call or text him. ughh and to add to the drama andrew started talking to me again and DAMN.. he has a lot of issues lol. oh well.. lol doesnt concern me, the only thing i care about is my and dariks relationship.. ive never wanted anything so badly.. i love him so much. and i know we are supposed to be together. i feel like he is tired of me.. idk.. maybe not im just confused.. ill let you know if/when he decides to talk to me again.. i need hip tattoos lol. peace&love