my 1st entry...mmmhh...let see....
this is my first entry here, trying so hard to use english (before i forget how to use it!! T_T) hehehe....
my first entry will be an introduction of my self... well first of all, lately i'm reading some fanfiction here in live journal and decided to have my own acoount, don't know why just wanted to... so i think i'll write anything that i want even if it will ended to be a crap hahaha poor english ... hehehehe
owkay.. my name is geenkey not my real name of course but i don't have to use my real name though... hehehe this is internet dude!!!
i'm 22 years old will be 23 soon hehehehe... frustrated girl because suddenly lost herself and being a loser for almost a year now... do not doing anything usefull, just spend my parents money (i should have some job, i think, look i'm 23 and don't have any job, useless...)..
i should have finosh my study last year but i don't know why i just thow my yhesis out of my life and now i'm completely lost it... while all of my friends moving on and pursuing their dreams, i'm just being a loser here... i used to be a very high spirited girl... give a very very good advice to my friends, heeelllll yeeaaahh i'm a very good 'cheerleader'.. but now... well here i am just a loser..hehehe
sound so desperate right??? not exactly.. at least i'm alive hehehe..
i have a great family... well there's my mom, my dad, my younger sister and brother.... but i think i made them disapoint because i jst loose my self and still cannot finish my thesis and my world seem stop imediately.. hahaha
oh well...btw few days ago i read a biography of one of my favourite basketball player. his name is denny soemargo, i was really good book. actualy make me re think about my life and give me some spirit..(yeah..that's what i really need now...) but, i have not started to continue my final thesis well at least i re-think my live hahahahaha .....
i have to go... browse some craps maybe...ehehehehe
oh yeah i'll try to write in english but maybe in bahasa sometimes hehehee...
my first entry will be an introduction of my self... well first of all, lately i'm reading some fanfiction here in live journal and decided to have my own acoount, don't know why just wanted to... so i think i'll write anything that i want even if it will ended to be a crap hahaha poor english ... hehehehe
owkay.. my name is geenkey not my real name of course but i don't have to use my real name though... hehehe this is internet dude!!!
i'm 22 years old will be 23 soon hehehehe... frustrated girl because suddenly lost herself and being a loser for almost a year now... do not doing anything usefull, just spend my parents money (i should have some job, i think, look i'm 23 and don't have any job, useless...)..
i should have finosh my study last year but i don't know why i just thow my yhesis out of my life and now i'm completely lost it... while all of my friends moving on and pursuing their dreams, i'm just being a loser here... i used to be a very high spirited girl... give a very very good advice to my friends, heeelllll yeeaaahh i'm a very good 'cheerleader'.. but now... well here i am just a loser..hehehe
sound so desperate right??? not exactly.. at least i'm alive hehehe..
i have a great family... well there's my mom, my dad, my younger sister and brother.... but i think i made them disapoint because i jst loose my self and still cannot finish my thesis and my world seem stop imediately.. hahaha
oh well...btw few days ago i read a biography of one of my favourite basketball player. his name is denny soemargo, i was really good book. actualy make me re think about my life and give me some spirit..(yeah..that's what i really need now...) but, i have not started to continue my final thesis well at least i re-think my live hahahahaha .....
i have to go... browse some craps maybe...ehehehehe
oh yeah i'll try to write in english but maybe in bahasa sometimes hehehee...