Not in the mood to think of a subject.
From the lack of update, you can all guess that the competition didn't go very well this weekend.
I just made stupid mistakes and didn't dance my best.
I suddenly lost the ability to keep my arms down, slipped out of my toe spins right in front of the judges, spaced on my treble jig step and somehow got onto the wrong foot during my set. And these were just the big mistakes. There were a bunch of little ones too.
I know it was my first competition back, but it's still disheartening to be right where I was 2 years ago when I was injured and over 40 pounds heavier. I would have thought that I would have improved a bit more, but no.
At this time I don't even want to go to the regional competition. It's not worth it. I don't have a chance of even doing remotely well. It will just be a waste of time and money.
My technique is for shit, but I don't have the time or energy to go back to the basics and relearn it all. Do I even want to dance anymore. Not with they way I feel after this weekend.
And then to top it all off, I get home on Sunday to find the AT4 dates have been announced and it is in the one month that I didn't want it to be.
I just made stupid mistakes and didn't dance my best.
I suddenly lost the ability to keep my arms down, slipped out of my toe spins right in front of the judges, spaced on my treble jig step and somehow got onto the wrong foot during my set. And these were just the big mistakes. There were a bunch of little ones too.
I know it was my first competition back, but it's still disheartening to be right where I was 2 years ago when I was injured and over 40 pounds heavier. I would have thought that I would have improved a bit more, but no.
At this time I don't even want to go to the regional competition. It's not worth it. I don't have a chance of even doing remotely well. It will just be a waste of time and money.
My technique is for shit, but I don't have the time or energy to go back to the basics and relearn it all. Do I even want to dance anymore. Not with they way I feel after this weekend.
And then to top it all off, I get home on Sunday to find the AT4 dates have been announced and it is in the one month that I didn't want it to be.