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Wake up. Different place, different time, different body, different friends, different memories. Wake up someone new and look back on your old life, its blurry and you wonder if it was just a dream.
I just want to drive away and never come back. I won't say where I'm going, because I don't know. Don't bother to call, because I won't have my phone. I'll write to you, every month there will be a new letter, from a different place. It won't even make sense how I got so far in so little time. I'll see trinkets and clothes and albums that I know you would all love and my heart would ache for what once was. Would I still be welcome back? Go and see the world, with no money and no job. Just my car and my music and my camera. 100 different sketch books, that are all barely full. I'd bring them all. Would you come with me? Give up on everything here. I know there isn't anything special here for me. Just leave.
Why do I feel like I need faith?
I just want to drive away and never come back. I won't say where I'm going, because I don't know. Don't bother to call, because I won't have my phone. I'll write to you, every month there will be a new letter, from a different place. It won't even make sense how I got so far in so little time. I'll see trinkets and clothes and albums that I know you would all love and my heart would ache for what once was. Would I still be welcome back? Go and see the world, with no money and no job. Just my car and my music and my camera. 100 different sketch books, that are all barely full. I'd bring them all. Would you come with me? Give up on everything here. I know there isn't anything special here for me. Just leave.
Why do I feel like I need faith?