Bad bad BAD night
well tonight was suppose to be awesome...well it was till i decided to be an idiot agian...
So i head out to d-town with Gayle and Leah the two sweetest girls in the world who happen to be best friends and sisters, we headed out to the Magic Stick(my favorite venu) to go see three fucking awesome bands Head Automatica, The Fury, and some band from new york called I am The Avalanche. all which rocked, the show was fucking amazing just so full of energy and good music ( some crazy ass girls) but good people too. a prefect night right, wrong. so we are in detroit so who do i decide to call...Jeff. grrrr why am i so stupid. so i buy some merch and we head out to get some food. so i call Jeff to see hey if he wants to met up of something since im completely in love with him still for some unknown reason. so we drive downriver to met up w/ him and he is kind of being an ass on the phone but whatever to we go to Dennys and he pissed cause he didn't want us to go inside but i thought since i asked him if he want to get food that he didn't just want to met up there...but whatever no big deal so he comes in right and so i introduce leah and gayle and he just is such an ass he doesn't try to start convosation at all it was just kind of rude his friends started conversation and we talked but that whole time between jeff and i it was superfiscal just grrr ah it just threw my heart into my stomache . why can't i get over this kid why!? and it doesn't help that hes moved on and i haven't its been move than a year and i still haven't dating anyone maybe this is what i need but i can't stop thinking about him i just want these feelings to disapear ahhhh off to listen to music and paint to put my self in a better mood grrr
So i head out to d-town with Gayle and Leah the two sweetest girls in the world who happen to be best friends and sisters, we headed out to the Magic Stick(my favorite venu) to go see three fucking awesome bands Head Automatica, The Fury, and some band from new york called I am The Avalanche. all which rocked, the show was fucking amazing just so full of energy and good music ( some crazy ass girls) but good people too. a prefect night right, wrong. so we are in detroit so who do i decide to call...Jeff. grrrr why am i so stupid. so i buy some merch and we head out to get some food. so i call Jeff to see hey if he wants to met up of something since im completely in love with him still for some unknown reason. so we drive downriver to met up w/ him and he is kind of being an ass on the phone but whatever to we go to Dennys and he pissed cause he didn't want us to go inside but i thought since i asked him if he want to get food that he didn't just want to met up there...but whatever no big deal so he comes in right and so i introduce leah and gayle and he just is such an ass he doesn't try to start convosation at all it was just kind of rude his friends started conversation and we talked but that whole time between jeff and i it was superfiscal just grrr ah it just threw my heart into my stomache . why can't i get over this kid why!? and it doesn't help that hes moved on and i haven't its been move than a year and i still haven't dating anyone maybe this is what i need but i can't stop thinking about him i just want these feelings to disapear ahhhh off to listen to music and paint to put my self in a better mood grrr