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The show (Jewtopia) is going well enough for me to post about it now. It has been some uber stress--with Patrick going to jail, we had to replace our leading guy (playing the main Jew and my fiancé) after our first weekend. How ridiculous.
But our replacement is Chris Hanson, and he's incredible. My cast and I have been humbled to work with someone who, though different from Patrick, is still so funny, and managed to get into the show three days before he had to perform in front of a live audience. Just amazing. If anyone still reads this and is anywhere near Indianapolis, you should come see the show! It's the first time I'm on stage with lines in a long time. And I'm *funny.*
It feels good to get applauded again. So good, in fact, that I'm gonna go audition for Doubt at Spotlight Players in Beech Grove. I can do something incredible with that role. So I'm going to, dammit. We'll see where this goes.
I talked to Paul. I confessed my doubts and told him how worried I am that my easily distracted psyche indicated a weakness that meant I'm not ready to be married yet. He assured me that it's only natural. He said to list 8 things that I have that I wouldn't have if we weren't married and to think of that list whenever I miss my old life. Even more impressive? He wasn't upset with me. (I may have excluded a small detail. Like my irrelevant now-gone stupid crush.) I am the luckiest girl in the world. I love him so much.
I want my life to return to the tracks and for the conductor to quit worriedly hitting the brake. The destination isn't so boring as she seems to think. I'm struggling with my studies because I'm hesitating about law school. What in the hell am I going to do about this paper? WHY AM I TYPING HERE AND NOT WORKING ON MY TERM PAPERS??!?
But our replacement is Chris Hanson, and he's incredible. My cast and I have been humbled to work with someone who, though different from Patrick, is still so funny, and managed to get into the show three days before he had to perform in front of a live audience. Just amazing. If anyone still reads this and is anywhere near Indianapolis, you should come see the show! It's the first time I'm on stage with lines in a long time. And I'm *funny.*
It feels good to get applauded again. So good, in fact, that I'm gonna go audition for Doubt at Spotlight Players in Beech Grove. I can do something incredible with that role. So I'm going to, dammit. We'll see where this goes.
I talked to Paul. I confessed my doubts and told him how worried I am that my easily distracted psyche indicated a weakness that meant I'm not ready to be married yet. He assured me that it's only natural. He said to list 8 things that I have that I wouldn't have if we weren't married and to think of that list whenever I miss my old life. Even more impressive? He wasn't upset with me. (I may have excluded a small detail. Like my irrelevant now-gone stupid crush.) I am the luckiest girl in the world. I love him so much.
I want my life to return to the tracks and for the conductor to quit worriedly hitting the brake. The destination isn't so boring as she seems to think. I'm struggling with my studies because I'm hesitating about law school. What in the hell am I going to do about this paper? WHY AM I TYPING HERE AND NOT WORKING ON MY TERM PAPERS??!?