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I'm so tired of this emotional roller coaster. I want to get off. I want my money back.
I don't think I can take this any more.
I feel like such a bad person for asking this, but why dad? Why not someone else? Why not someone who deserves it? My dad sure as hell doesn't deserve this.
I want this to be over and done with. I want dad to be better.
I want to collapse on my bed and sleep for a month. I want to curl in a corner and cry. I want to hit something.
I hate this.
I don't think I can take this any more.
I feel like such a bad person for asking this, but why dad? Why not someone else? Why not someone who deserves it? My dad sure as hell doesn't deserve this.
I want this to be over and done with. I want dad to be better.
I want to collapse on my bed and sleep for a month. I want to curl in a corner and cry. I want to hit something.
I hate this.