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Today I went out and got my hair cut. It's still the same length on the front 1/3rd and it's near boy short everywhere else so I can spike it up and have the long pieces contrast. I really like it and I'm excited about it.
Of course my mom hates it.
I dunno. It just seems like more and more now days my mom can never like or even accept the things I do with my physical appearance and sometimes other stuff too. It's almost like how Grandma Donna was- though perhaps not as naggy and more passive aggressive. It hurts too and sometimes I have to wonder if she'll ever love me unconditionally again. God knows she hasn't since I came out to her a year or so ago.
Well, regardless, I got to see Rebecca today! I was waitin' to get my hair cut and she turned up at Great Clips 'cuz her sister was getting her hair cut too. We hung out for the rest of the day while she was shoppin' for stuff for her drama department awards ceremony. I was gonna go to it but I got a wicked bad migraine. ;_______; Slept for four hours as soon as I got back and felt like crap until about 20 minutes ago.
Tomorrow we're going to go to Aquaknox for Mother's Day brunch. Mom will probably hate whatever I try to wear because it'll be too masculine or something. I need to go to sleep now so that we can wake up early for that but I just slept all day and I'm not sleepy at all. I just want to sit around and talk with people who do love me unconditionally (aka Marmie) and also smoke a cigarette but that'll have to wait until some other time probably.
Also need to dye my hair black again. Fuckin' hate this brown color. Makes me ill.
Of course my mom hates it.
I dunno. It just seems like more and more now days my mom can never like or even accept the things I do with my physical appearance and sometimes other stuff too. It's almost like how Grandma Donna was- though perhaps not as naggy and more passive aggressive. It hurts too and sometimes I have to wonder if she'll ever love me unconditionally again. God knows she hasn't since I came out to her a year or so ago.
Well, regardless, I got to see Rebecca today! I was waitin' to get my hair cut and she turned up at Great Clips 'cuz her sister was getting her hair cut too. We hung out for the rest of the day while she was shoppin' for stuff for her drama department awards ceremony. I was gonna go to it but I got a wicked bad migraine. ;_______; Slept for four hours as soon as I got back and felt like crap until about 20 minutes ago.
Tomorrow we're going to go to Aquaknox for Mother's Day brunch. Mom will probably hate whatever I try to wear because it'll be too masculine or something. I need to go to sleep now so that we can wake up early for that but I just slept all day and I'm not sleepy at all. I just want to sit around and talk with people who do love me unconditionally (aka Marmie) and also smoke a cigarette but that'll have to wait until some other time probably.
Also need to dye my hair black again. Fuckin' hate this brown color. Makes me ill.