I have an idea..
Whether or not its a good one is beyond me...but I have one.
See, I'm in this state of blah. I don't know what the hell to do with myself now or in the future. I don't know what I'm meant for or what I could do for a future that doesn't see me working in the same convenience store.
All of my friends are doing things they love or at least setting their sights on a career that is for that...but me, I don't know what I love anymore. I just wake up, go to work, come home and sleep until I start the day over again. I can't live like this forever...I need to do SOMETHING with myself.
A few friends of mine suggested writing. I've not been very active in it since mom passed, there's been this giant blockage and I just end up staring at a blank page for hours and that's where the idea comes in. A friend of mine suggested I write about her...about mom. The more I think about it, I realize that I barely even knew my mother beyond the woman I saw personally. I know little of how she was in her youth and no one here wants to talk about her in detail since it's still so fresh.
The idea seems appealing to me...write about the woman who made me who I am...but where do I even start? HOW do I do it?
So what do you guys think? Is this a rubbish idea?
See, I'm in this state of blah. I don't know what the hell to do with myself now or in the future. I don't know what I'm meant for or what I could do for a future that doesn't see me working in the same convenience store.
All of my friends are doing things they love or at least setting their sights on a career that is for that...but me, I don't know what I love anymore. I just wake up, go to work, come home and sleep until I start the day over again. I can't live like this forever...I need to do SOMETHING with myself.
A few friends of mine suggested writing. I've not been very active in it since mom passed, there's been this giant blockage and I just end up staring at a blank page for hours and that's where the idea comes in. A friend of mine suggested I write about her...about mom. The more I think about it, I realize that I barely even knew my mother beyond the woman I saw personally. I know little of how she was in her youth and no one here wants to talk about her in detail since it's still so fresh.
The idea seems appealing to me...write about the woman who made me who I am...but where do I even start? HOW do I do it?
So what do you guys think? Is this a rubbish idea?