Feb 19, 2004 23:03
man, today was shitty. no smokey smokey, due to the fact i'm saving it fo' Amazing Transparent Man tomorry. woohoo. left my watch in my p.e. locker, and pothead brain couldn't figure it out til i got home.. rushed into work. i didn't want to be there or school. i considered ditching school, but stuck w/ it due to finals.. whatever. then, through out school and work, i considered punching some sturdy hard walls till my right hand broke, to get out of EVERYTHING, maybe get some pain meds, who knows?
other than drugs, i also didn't eat today, to save money. good thing, cus my paycheck was only $66.91. that's bogus. so, i dunno. i asked my dad about quitting, for a job w/ better hours, and maybe better pay. he said just stick it out, because i'm a good worker. might as well.
so yeah.. that's all for now.oh well. i should eat breakfast tomorrow.. we'll see. later fans.
=mears