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You should never count on a friend.
Cause when you think about it, they just pretend.
Its easy saying that you'll always be there, that secrets are safe with you, that you're like an open book were I can right whatever I feel or think, cry or laugh or even make a fool of myself, that this book has a lock on it and we only have the key to it.
That you or I can look stupid and say stupid things and just do whatever, not even talk and it doesnt really matter.
I find it really hard to trust people...
Not just with secrets, but like my heart even if its just a friend.
Like, can I count on them, like to be there, can I open myself to them will they judge me or laugh or stop talking to me?
Actually can they really count on me when I come to think of it, cause if I'm that scared I don't think I'll be able to let them in.
I don't know.
À partir de maintenant bah ... j'men criss pas mal.
Cause when you think about it, they just pretend.
Its easy saying that you'll always be there, that secrets are safe with you, that you're like an open book were I can right whatever I feel or think, cry or laugh or even make a fool of myself, that this book has a lock on it and we only have the key to it.
That you or I can look stupid and say stupid things and just do whatever, not even talk and it doesnt really matter.
I find it really hard to trust people...
Not just with secrets, but like my heart even if its just a friend.
Like, can I count on them, like to be there, can I open myself to them will they judge me or laugh or stop talking to me?
Actually can they really count on me when I come to think of it, cause if I'm that scared I don't think I'll be able to let them in.
I don't know.
À partir de maintenant bah ... j'men criss pas mal.