It's overwhelming....

May 07, 2006 22:07

Have you ever met someone who's kindof like your puzzle piece?
Let's see... puzzle pieces fit together but not on all sides.
I think I've met a corner piece that I fit with.
I mean, we fit together but I have a side or two and he has a side that don't.
Ie. He hates homosexuality and I'm very much for it but other than that... we fit together...
Oh God, I met this guy this weekend and the feeling is overwhelming
I haven't felt this (this physical type of tingling/weakness/magnetism/want/need/attraction) for anyone in a very long time.
I mean, I've liked a few guys in the last while, the one I liked most being Tristan.
But in comparison in how my like for Tristan took over me physically this is 10 000 times worse.
I mean, we said goodbye at YS (Youth Synod) around 1:00 this afternoon and we've already seen eachother again.
My sister said she doesn't think he likes me back and Todd said he didn't really notice anything and I guess I haven't talked to anyone else but yah.
Personally I really think he likes me too. I hope to God he likes me too.
He's funny, he's smart, he's Christian (a strong faithful Christian), he's tall, he's goodlooking, he's a complete gentleman, he's just a little weird. Everything I like in a guy.
AND he makes me feel like this.
I need to find out how he feels... I need to, because if I let myself go on feeling like this much longer and it's not mutual, there will be a lot of pain to come in the future.
Mag, I hope you read this soon and let me know what you think/guess who it is, which won't be hard.
K, I'm gunna go to bed, but if it's anything like last night there's no way in hell I'm going to be getting to sleep soon.

It's overwhelming
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