Mar 31, 2006 19:12
K, so I don't know how many times I have complained about this on lj, let alone in real life but I'm so lonely. I haven't had a boyfriend or even a date in sooo long. I haven't kissed a guy since last May. That's almost a freaking year. For some people that's not that big of a deal but I craaave it. And it's not just that I'm lonely, it's that I'm bored. I don't know many guys that I could like right now. Like there are no options, there are no people I like.
This has been brought to my attention lately because my siblings both have a boy/girlfriend. Also it's spring and obviously if you've known my long enough you know this is my worst time. It's just getting warm and love is in the air.
Anywho I just really hate this feeling. I don't even think/know if I want a boyfriend just someone who I'm attached to. Someone who's there, that I like that likes me, someone I can do things with (sexual and otherwise).
Yarrrrr, it's frusterating.