Dec 04, 2002 19:39
so i was in really high spirits today. i was just livid.i woke up in a terrible mood. but the longer i was awake the happier and happier i got. got to school and it was cool cause i was jsut a chatter box. and having fun and being all sorts of nice. and so i go on through my day. and even though classes suck. im ok. i talked in all my classes. and i was so proud of myself. thinking you know maybe its not so bad to talk. then lunch comes along. and im like this is cool. cause im in a really good mood, and i get to spend the next hour with my friends...people i actually enjoy talking to. and i was thinking you know trevor would be fun to talk to especially since i was chatty. so what happens? they are short and snappy with me. do bitchy things. and when asked to stop they dont. so i walk away and they call me a bitch? FUCK YOU! but you know what i dont really care. i can get over small things. its drama. i hate drama. so i went on with the rest of my day in a great mood. and i talked to the brian kid in my night class. and it was just good ol plain fun. and when i cam ehome it was sooo freakin cool! like i go into my room and written on a note put on my keyboard is a thing that says look in the freezer, i go there, there is another note that tells me to go here. then another tell me to go there, and so on and so on, then finally i get to one that says go to the hutch, i look in the drawer. in it says SURPRISE!!!! and under is a black fuzzy case with my glasses in them!!! i got my glasses. im so happy. hopefully they will help with not getting headaches when i read and they are just damn cool...
im going to spend the next couple of days away...even though i love evelyn. too much shit to deal with. maybe the rest of this week and next as well? who knows. but i look forward to that all being something i dont have to worry about.