Worst. Entry. Ever.
I don't really know what to post about exactly, I just feel sorta like I should after a week. Been away cause things sorta went to the dogs (again) last week and I was too pissed off to post. I"ll get into that in more detail later, but, suffice it to say, there are a lot of incredibly vindictive people in this world and I'm just plain sick of it.
I saw the doctor on Friday and she gave me these pills. didn't take any until last night because I was in Toronto all weekend (also will say more on that later), but I never wanna take another one again. I feel like absolute shit today. They were supposed to help me sleep, and they did that, but now I don't feel like I can do anything else. I feel like my whole body has pins and needles and I'm super weak. I also have a lot of worries about everything but feel like I can't do anything about any of them !
I looked up the pills on the internet and they said this kind of exhaustion was normal for the first two or three days of taking them...but I don't wanna go through even another day or two where I can't do fuckall cause I don't feel like I have the strength to get out of bed.
Anyway so that sucked. I actually started this at about 5pm and then my net cut out so I did other stuff. so those first three paragraphs were from earlier and since then... phone call from Sen really cheered me up!!!! So excited to hang out on wednesday.. .then i went to JL's and smoked three cigarettes. which is bad, I know.. I wasn't gonna have the second two but they really help repel the mosquitoes. going to delete my facebook account now cause there's too much drama!
Also, will be sending a letter to my pal in Texas shortly! Excited for that, too.
I saw the doctor on Friday and she gave me these pills. didn't take any until last night because I was in Toronto all weekend (also will say more on that later), but I never wanna take another one again. I feel like absolute shit today. They were supposed to help me sleep, and they did that, but now I don't feel like I can do anything else. I feel like my whole body has pins and needles and I'm super weak. I also have a lot of worries about everything but feel like I can't do anything about any of them !
I looked up the pills on the internet and they said this kind of exhaustion was normal for the first two or three days of taking them...but I don't wanna go through even another day or two where I can't do fuckall cause I don't feel like I have the strength to get out of bed.
Anyway so that sucked. I actually started this at about 5pm and then my net cut out so I did other stuff. so those first three paragraphs were from earlier and since then... phone call from Sen really cheered me up!!!! So excited to hang out on wednesday.. .then i went to JL's and smoked three cigarettes. which is bad, I know.. I wasn't gonna have the second two but they really help repel the mosquitoes. going to delete my facebook account now cause there's too much drama!
Also, will be sending a letter to my pal in Texas shortly! Excited for that, too.