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I've been in a mood.
You know?
A MOOD.
Tonight I get a shitty message on my phone that put me in the mood. So I do what I do when that mood strikes. I started driving while listening to loud angry music. I wound up, as has happened before, in Sisters.
Yeah. Sisters. New Years EVE! LETS GET A MUTHAFUCKING QUARTERPOUNDER AT MCDONALDS AND GO CRAAAAAAAAAZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
So then I drove back to bend. Steph messaged me, and I realized that I'd seen everyone I care about in Bend this weekend except for her and Al, so I decided to go have a drink. They gave me a bottle of crater lake. I left it at their house, just in case.
Hmm. Is it bad that I have booze stashed at three houses? Um. Maybe.
I've also been thinking alot this weekend.
New Years Eve of '07 was awesome. Seriously so goddamned amazing. I keep thinking back on that night and everything and everyone there brought a smile to my face. It's one of the best nights I've ever had for some reason. Just the perfect mix of friends and booze and dancing and funny stuff.
And the rest of 2007 sucked so bad. Horrible. Simply Horrible. I cannot remember a year that was more depressing and heartbreaking. I thought about making a list, but don't feel like being that morose.
SO! I decided to spend New Years '08 alone. Maybe it will have the reverse effect and the rest of 2008 will be awesome. It certainly can't get any worse.
You know?
A MOOD.
Tonight I get a shitty message on my phone that put me in the mood. So I do what I do when that mood strikes. I started driving while listening to loud angry music. I wound up, as has happened before, in Sisters.
Yeah. Sisters. New Years EVE! LETS GET A MUTHAFUCKING QUARTERPOUNDER AT MCDONALDS AND GO CRAAAAAAAAAZZZYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!
So then I drove back to bend. Steph messaged me, and I realized that I'd seen everyone I care about in Bend this weekend except for her and Al, so I decided to go have a drink. They gave me a bottle of crater lake. I left it at their house, just in case.
Hmm. Is it bad that I have booze stashed at three houses? Um. Maybe.
I've also been thinking alot this weekend.
New Years Eve of '07 was awesome. Seriously so goddamned amazing. I keep thinking back on that night and everything and everyone there brought a smile to my face. It's one of the best nights I've ever had for some reason. Just the perfect mix of friends and booze and dancing and funny stuff.
And the rest of 2007 sucked so bad. Horrible. Simply Horrible. I cannot remember a year that was more depressing and heartbreaking. I thought about making a list, but don't feel like being that morose.
SO! I decided to spend New Years '08 alone. Maybe it will have the reverse effect and the rest of 2008 will be awesome. It certainly can't get any worse.