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Why is it always 2:30 am, half-drunk and in a dark room that I get all mellow and ponder serious things about my life. I just don't want to care anymore. So I won't.
Things are good. Being away from Worcester...separating myself from that life is exactly what I needed. And even though I miss my friends horribly and I would give anything to be able to spend a lot more time with them... I really just don't ever want to go back. But at the same time... I really wish it was possible to just go back...you know.
I really need to get an ipod because all I ever really want to do is listen to music...and I stay up hours longer than I should just so I can sit at my computer and listen.
I have a crush. A big one. So sophomore year of high school. So pathetic.
Midterms suck...studying and cramming and worrying and pulling allnighters sucks. But the worst part is waiting to find out how I did.
I'm still having trouble with dealing with the crap of this summer. I just...miss her a lot. And the randomest things remind me or she just comes into my head at the most obscure moments and I hate thinking about it because it just makes me sad but...I'm still sad about it. Is this how it's going to be forever?
I need to see Megan Tuggle/Liz McLoughlin in person a.s.a.p.
Things are good. Being away from Worcester...separating myself from that life is exactly what I needed. And even though I miss my friends horribly and I would give anything to be able to spend a lot more time with them... I really just don't ever want to go back. But at the same time... I really wish it was possible to just go back...you know.
I really need to get an ipod because all I ever really want to do is listen to music...and I stay up hours longer than I should just so I can sit at my computer and listen.
I have a crush. A big one. So sophomore year of high school. So pathetic.
Midterms suck...studying and cramming and worrying and pulling allnighters sucks. But the worst part is waiting to find out how I did.
I'm still having trouble with dealing with the crap of this summer. I just...miss her a lot. And the randomest things remind me or she just comes into my head at the most obscure moments and I hate thinking about it because it just makes me sad but...I'm still sad about it. Is this how it's going to be forever?
I need to see Megan Tuggle/Liz McLoughlin in person a.s.a.p.