damn this is gonna hurt
so, tomorrow completes the second week of classes. i am homesick already. it a way. missing the people and the way it feels to be cared about, i guess. i am making more of an effort to actually... i don't know... not just sit in my room and pout and be miserable. i'm being more independent without questioning myself or others. sooooo i s'pose that's good.
i am basically sick of whining about having no friends and no life and no motivation to acquire any of these things. all i can do is be me. that has gotten me friends my entire life.... so i am going to assume that this simple act should continue to attract people to my friendship. if not thennnnn oh well! :)
i think my having a busier schedule is helping me a lot. and as soon as i get my field placement and hang out with little kids every day, things should only get better.
i love love love my education class. i am realizing now HOW MUCH i want to be a teacher. w00t.
painting is actually enjoyable as well. it goes a lot faster than drawing does, which i think pretty much accounts for the enjoyability factor. heh. although, i have been screwing up every day as far as supplies go. eep.
mike comes home tomorrow ::insert HUGE SMILEY FACE::
i pick him up from the greyhound station at 3:20. very excited. man oh man. then off to elliot's thingymajigger later that evening.
i like that brandi's friends and roommate adopted me as their new little sister. WAY FUN.
already i have drank a marguerita and saw a drag queen show. thanks college!!! :)
i am off!!
i am basically sick of whining about having no friends and no life and no motivation to acquire any of these things. all i can do is be me. that has gotten me friends my entire life.... so i am going to assume that this simple act should continue to attract people to my friendship. if not thennnnn oh well! :)
i think my having a busier schedule is helping me a lot. and as soon as i get my field placement and hang out with little kids every day, things should only get better.
i love love love my education class. i am realizing now HOW MUCH i want to be a teacher. w00t.
painting is actually enjoyable as well. it goes a lot faster than drawing does, which i think pretty much accounts for the enjoyability factor. heh. although, i have been screwing up every day as far as supplies go. eep.
mike comes home tomorrow ::insert HUGE SMILEY FACE::
i pick him up from the greyhound station at 3:20. very excited. man oh man. then off to elliot's thingymajigger later that evening.
i like that brandi's friends and roommate adopted me as their new little sister. WAY FUN.
already i have drank a marguerita and saw a drag queen show. thanks college!!! :)
i am off!!