Tearful Confession
I can't seem to think striaght. Why can't I let him go? He still haunts me like she did. I don't love him anymore. He's not the same person I fell so completely in love with. He had already been changing. He didn't seem real. I could put my hand through his body and feel the inward chill. I couldn't love him. I still love Bryce, but not this person I still talk to. Why can't I let him go? I have no want to see him, to touch him, or be with him. I want my other love back. But they all change don't they? Love does crazy things to a person. And break-ups just screw everything over. I want to be with Bryce, but not with this person who looks like him and has his name. I want the same one who used to take me in his arms and hold me completely into him. He's melted away. I'm crying again. I'm mourning now it seems. I think my Love has become another figment of my imagination. I will not let him go because I can't. I loved him. I want to still love him. If I let him go then I can't. I noticed things; he wasn't the same person. I remember how we used to be. And now it's changed. If love be true then the spirit holds. If he loved me still then would he not be the same person? Am I not the same person? Can he see through me as well? Life has been so unfair lately. Why am I alone? Why can't I be happy? Why did I see someone else when I went through the emails? I miss him. I really really do. The pain from Friday is still there. It hasn't ebbed. I miss him so much. God, I am still so deeply in love with him. Won't someone bring him back to me?