Dec 01, 2004 22:24
To day has been officaly the worst day ever that i have ever came across
1.i am failing lyk every class cuZ i am dum i got a 26% on my history test(man i cant do history) and i almost failed my math test but i got help from lyk tones of people during lunch and i think i did ok on dat one danX guys
2.all the teachers are giving me bull about not being in school(but wats the point if i am failing anyways and cant do nething about it)
3.then my mom called me at 3 and told me she was in framaham(cant spell it) and would pick me up in a couple she didint end up comming till 5 and i was suposta do tones of stuff today and she ruined it i couldint even go get my eye brows done and den i walked to the libery and it was closed so i went home then i had to take the train ova to porta Sq to meet wit my dad to go work and den my mom offered to drive me and i was lyk wat the hell sure why not so she did and she got lost i was so fugen pissed off at her then all we did was fought and fought about some issues of the past and stuff that happend today lyk why i was picked up at 5 cuZ she wanted to go shoping or......nvm u dont need to no everything lol sory its alot to riight.....but she pissed me off dats dat den she started crying and o0oman she kicked me out of the car and was lyk get out no leave so i opened the door and she then said get bac in and i went wat the fuck do u want me gone or not so i just jumped out and took the train to were i had to be and it was horrable so no me and my mom aint talking she askes me every day if i love her and well i dont anwser i dunt no wat to say because in side i do but i am so angry at her for so many things and it all builds up not hate or anything jsut anger we never got along we never been close at all sometimes i wish we were but were not and i cant change dat so i guess ill move on i jsut get one more year in dis house den i am kickedouti dunt no wat to do my mom tryed yo buy my love by buying me things and i jsut reliZed dat today when she was lyk ill do dis for u and dat and i finaly said nooooooooo.............i was so made i got out of the car and yellleeedd F******* you keep drivviiiiiinnnnnggggggg and walked the other way
4. as things couldint get worser then they were when i went to go meet with my dad at the tree lot to sell trees we got their and their was no power so we were stuck in the cold for 4hours freeeZzing our bums offfff and i got no homework done
%. i come home and bret comes back in to my life and wants me to go bac wit him if i see him more often ya i lyk the kid but idk he is going to the service soon and he will be gone again so i gadda think if i want to take the chance to develope a long relationship with him again and get hurt so jsut say how it is (big choice)
I HATE LIFE at this very moment