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didint go to school again today cuZ i just didint feel lyk it pretty much but 2day was alriight i had to babysit from lyk 4pm till 1Am and 2morra i am going to a bouncing souls concert i am sooo exitced besides the fact i cant go into the moshpits grrrrr..........well besides dat my life is going ok its proply been better but cant conplain every week end um suposta meet up with brett but i never can and it realy ticks me off cuZ i miss him so so so so so much idk i guess he was lyk my first boyfriend dat was lyk nice to me............2day my ma got in operation and my dad is treating here lyk total shyt he is being the asshole he is he lyks to come sleep at our house just to couse yelling and stress and yells the whole niight through o0o0 how much i fuckin hate him i want him to leave for good insted of comming in to my life and den riight bac out of it its so comlacated....but owell... i saw my bro mat today it was so awsome we lyk hung out all day long till he had to go bac to work i miss him so much.... and just shows me how bad my family is fallin apart i mean i aint close with my mom at all and my dad i could careless about him and well mat was the only one dat i talked too i dunt even no like half my dads side of the family but w.e.....but i gadda get ta bed cant be tired fot the bouncing souls concert