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Water or tears or anything clear
…drip drop drip drop drip drop drip drop
i sit alone on my bathroom floor. its cold and wet and the showers still on. i hold my knees close up to my chest. i bury my face in them and i cry. i cry about friends. i cry about finals. i cry about love. i cry about the way i look, i the way i smile, and the way i write. i can't write and i can't smile i can't get As. i can't even get Bs so wat can i do wat is my purpose in life/ WHO AM I??? wat can i do? wat can i do? wat can i do?
I can cry… [thats wat im going to collge for. crying]
drip drop drip drop drip drop drip drop drip drop drip drop drip drop drip drop drop drop
further down the road we go futher and futhr I fal passing knifes and a mad glaze in there eyes
I still can here drip drop
I run for cover in a long black lace dress I hide undernesth trying to be invisible. They don’t see me so I try and break away but it had caught me. Im caught in the web of thin pale white fingers and lace. There’re holding me back and I can not escape
{still think im talking about water or tear or anything clear}
help me!
I cry but does no one come not a soul in the streets not a face in the crord. They all look the other way and go on with their day.
Drip drop drip drop I still here its coming drip drop drip drop one two three its almost at my knee drip drop drip drop ohe maie oh dear now its almost at my ear drip drop dip drop and there goes my neck and arms and chest drip drop drip drop
then
it
rolls
down
my
cheek
so
calm
and
profound
it came up on through me and and
rolled
way
way
down.
And there is the fall of I. the gates have been opend let the waves now pour out. Not its not a drip drop but a crash and a break. Swoosh the ocean said and swoosh did my tear drop take my feelings away…. and now i am blank.