shattered dreams...
I don't know what to do I'm so lost right now.
I feel like a child that has just been told that Santa Claus doesn't exist, like a senior in highschool that got rejected by the college they wanted to go to.
I feel myself sinking now... not because of the apartment thing... no. We didn't get that. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to get a place, I'm searching my mind for all the solutions, I just can't seem to find one. (note to brian if you read this: I still want to be your room mate... I will figure out something, please don't give up all hope)
I want someone to make it better.... I don't know what to do. I just want to make things better... but I've failed again. I should just give up on everything and bury myself in work, I don't want to care... but I don't want to not care. I was so happy... I was finally content... I'm so cold...
I feel like a child that has just been told that Santa Claus doesn't exist, like a senior in highschool that got rejected by the college they wanted to go to.
I feel myself sinking now... not because of the apartment thing... no. We didn't get that. I don't know what I'm supposed to do to get a place, I'm searching my mind for all the solutions, I just can't seem to find one. (note to brian if you read this: I still want to be your room mate... I will figure out something, please don't give up all hope)
I want someone to make it better.... I don't know what to do. I just want to make things better... but I've failed again. I should just give up on everything and bury myself in work, I don't want to care... but I don't want to not care. I was so happy... I was finally content... I'm so cold...