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This weekend was awful.
Friday- Went to school.. walked down the hall, after two seconds I started to cry.. I don't even think I was upset about anything. I was so mad at my mom and so mad at having to be in that prison all day. First period is alright untill I get called down to the office woopie! Then second I'm just feeling really sick and sore. Then third and I just had to get out. So I came home, and fell asleep. Then I had the worst dream of my life. It captured all of the things that bother me and all of the things that scare me and put them into one awful 2 hours of sleeping. So I woke up crying and then couldnt get back to sleep no matter how hard I tried.
I sound like a little pussy. I never cry.. I don't know why it is seeming like I do.
Then later I hung out with Amanda. We went to eat and were hit on by some scarey old man. We had to sit there and watch 20 retarted people eat, that scares me.. I am an awful person and I know I'm going to hell. [they're backwards!!-HA] okay on with my story. Then at night I went to the movies with Caite, Laur, Bri, and Justin. Thankfully Sarah was there so I didn't have to feel like the 5th wheel [no offence to you guys, I love you.] Then I came home and went to bed.
Saturday- Detention at 9 until 11. Hmm lovely. Then I went to walmart and bon ton with my mom and that was fun at the bon ton cuz I made her spend money on me for these rediculously high priced braceletts that I wanted. Then came home and slept. Lynz came over and me and her chilled and ate flinstones vitamans. Now I am tired and have a sore throat and this sucks.
This week was a bad week actually- I'm sick of waiting around for people who can't make up their minds when I know I'll wait forever../I'm sick of people pretending they know stuff about me/and I'm sick of my best friends trying to get me mad at people just because they would be mad in that situation cuz they lack a thing called trust.
I got to see my husband today. There was someone in his room that looked familiar but I couldnt remember them enough to know if I should introduce myself or what. Matt can't find his cd. I'm trying to get myself to like the new used cd. Hmm.... . Matthew we can't get a divorce because you are so un-orginized when I'm not around and you'd be lost without me. See .. GOTCHA! haha. Just get rid of Emily.. you can't have two women.