Blessed blah
Today was one of those days that just are. Hunng out with some friends, wathced a movie, longed for other friends but in the end it possesed that quality of not being fucked up. It's one of those occasions where you think " purgatory type stuff happesn to not to terrible people" or somthing like that I guess. On another front this saturday I return to the Rochester/Brockport/Hamlin are for Mike's grad party, it will also be a sort of homecoming for me, it's been two years plus since I've seen most of the people I will see, it makes me tingle. As I write this I sit listening to this old trance/techno/chillout mix of mine that's been with me for a while, it's as though my subcon is reacting to these news and adjusting accordingly. I find it pleasurable to feel good once more.
Here is an entry I posted yesterday else where that I found to be cathartic and I think it helped gain a bit of closure on the trip that these last years have been:
Summer, one last chance to piss time away in our youth. With fall at our stoop people that I've become attached to will leave many never to cross my path again. But by now I should be used to it, what are the chances that I will interact with anybody from B-Town other that my tight mates. Same story with Florida. This post however is not for lamenting the loss of what could have been but to celebrate the fact that my friends are going off to college, that they have new relationships, that whatever, just to have fun, while I will always miss die kalten Winternacht by the canal with my mates we all go forward. In September some of us pick up books and some of us rifles, in the end its us working for our ideals and our futures, so I guess what I'm trying to say, quite belated I know, Congrats to the Class of 2005, Brockport, Plantation, Watertown, Arlingtion and everywhere in between have fun my friends and succeed at whatever you choose.
The poeple I spoke about in the first sentence where the people I met here, and I feel I must say that this has been the most welcoming place of my travels. Aside from my old mates you were all the best.
Here is an entry I posted yesterday else where that I found to be cathartic and I think it helped gain a bit of closure on the trip that these last years have been:
Summer, one last chance to piss time away in our youth. With fall at our stoop people that I've become attached to will leave many never to cross my path again. But by now I should be used to it, what are the chances that I will interact with anybody from B-Town other that my tight mates. Same story with Florida. This post however is not for lamenting the loss of what could have been but to celebrate the fact that my friends are going off to college, that they have new relationships, that whatever, just to have fun, while I will always miss die kalten Winternacht by the canal with my mates we all go forward. In September some of us pick up books and some of us rifles, in the end its us working for our ideals and our futures, so I guess what I'm trying to say, quite belated I know, Congrats to the Class of 2005, Brockport, Plantation, Watertown, Arlingtion and everywhere in between have fun my friends and succeed at whatever you choose.
The poeple I spoke about in the first sentence where the people I met here, and I feel I must say that this has been the most welcoming place of my travels. Aside from my old mates you were all the best.